Back from all the water stuff. To add something.

To vanehssa:

The potential zygote somewhere in malaysia when you were born is turning fourteen in 3 hours and 42 minutes time.

Yours,
Potential zygote down with bear syndrome.

Good morrow sirs and ma'ams. I am spending my last hours at home.

I mean, last four hours as a thirteen year old. Yes. What if I wake up tomorrow and find myself forty instead of fourteen? I mean, I will faint. Corrections, my mum will faint first. I find myself incoherent. What!? Why? Because I am thinking about something that doesn't happen. Oh great, which goes back to the point that i am crazy. Yikes.

Lets play a what-if game.

What if I find myself eating papayas?
OH man. I will cry.

What if I fall down a cliff?
I will pinch myself.

What if I got a zero for something?
I will draw a smiley face inside the stupid number.

What if I have an IQ of 200?
I will make sure I won't find myself eating papayas unconsciously, or fall down a cliff, or get any zeros.

I make sense. Don't I? Okay lets not abuse each others brains and stop playing the stupid game.

What about? What should I post about. Lets experiment with something.

psoitng my chlihodod mermioes?

ooh. Okay I get it. Fine. poof. I finished reading Midnight Sun's draft, oh well. Part of it. Since that's the only part uploading. Very enjoyable and from Edward Cullen's point of view. Very much interesting hmm. Should I go and bathe now?

No, I shall bathe when it's 8.30pm. But I want to watch tv, or, dvd to be exact. Whatever, I shall go and bathe now. BYE hmph.

So it's over. Actually I am happy, although the play wasn't perfect but we enjoyed ourselves, which is the point of the whole thing. And apparently, knowing that our play was quite good ( from people) makes my mood even greater. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE okay I feel crazy. Maybe I am. But yes, I am a crazy happy girl. Oops am I too old for a girl? And oops again that looks wrong, so wrong.

One more thing to prove me crazy. I had this dream recently: I was walking around, then it sort of revolved into me watching a show, you know, on tv. There's this man (a hk actor I knew, but I can't remember who) wearing a hat, and apparently he commited some oh-so-serious mistake he has to be tortured. Therefore, there's ....snakes in the hat and I saw them crawling out on his face. Then he was standing in this big pot full of poisonous beings, like spiders, poisonous frogs, snakes and so on. AND suddenly the pot appeared in my house, not like it jumped out of the tv, but the scene sort of changed. When I was staring at the pot a frog jumped out, I ran after it, trying to hit it with a BAMBOO POLE which was unsuccessful. And our magical Amanda!(monitor)appeared! And ran towards it, and intended to squash it with her feet. I was horrorred and shouted at her, telling her that the frog is poisonous. Somehow I caught up and tried to see the frog but her feet was blocking my view and when she moved away, the stupid frog turned into 4 small fish. Why four? I don't know. But anyway, I was so happy I danced around it and decided that we should throw it away. Poured them into the sink and washed them down but they kept swimming up to breathe, which was quite creepy because they are growing larger. You want to know more?

Well, I woke up. Hahah! And I dreamt of all these because I was watching this documentary and there's this man who breeds crocodiles and loves them and trains them to attack and perform. And he uses the BAMBOO POLE. See the link. I guess I have great imagination.

And I suddenly remembered some funny things I did when I was young. Like how I stuffed my straw wrapper into my mum's bag although I know we shouldn't. And singing the first and last line af a song because that's all I can remember. And getting smacked by a basketball in the face at my cousin's house when I tried throwing it at the wall. I used to think that it will either stick or drop. And enjoy bathing because I get to use a pole(bamboo?) to poke the switch for the heater, and styling my hair so that it looks like helicopter. Using toothbrush to brush my hand. And many things. Haha many too embarrassing to mention. It's great pity we lost all our video tapes.

Genocide. Looks gross but solves problems. Which is good, when there's no other ways. But... Okay world is never fair.

Which reminds me of Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper. I hate the mum, I understand that she loves Kate. But she's just plain selfish.I bet Anna's right, she didn't even bothered to hug her when she was born, only eyeing the precious umbilical cord and the blood. I was trying to find the page, but couldn't, where she said "But Anna's Kate's donor." Something like that. Which I felt like punching her. It's like nothing but that. At first it's the blood, which was why Anna even existed. Then she starts taking it for granted. Until it's kidney, where she still insist that Anna should donate her kidney. It would go on, may it be a heart she would still hope that anna would donate hers. She didn't even consider how KATE would feel. Like, slowly eating up your sister, literally. And how much more she has to suffer because you want her alive. Ohh. OHHHH. HMPH. I am angry. How she made everyone in her family suffer. Urgh. But, still she's trying to save her daughter, just that she made a mistake from the start. She shouldn't have created Anna, or clone, spare, whatever.I bet she's glad Anna's dead. It's better off. You all should read it, it's nice. I am rereading it, but still feels as much emotions. Great book ain't it. Jodi Picoult should give me advertisment fees though. HA. Jesse is cool though, I like him. Noble, in a way.

Shall go read the book, oh no math eating me. Dies, but alive again to let math eat me. Oh no.

Long time since I posted.

Sometimes I feel childish, for blaming the wrong things although I know they are not to blame. But after thinking about it from another angle, things really clear up and I will find the more optimistic side. I still insist, that something can be very different when it's from a different point of view, only when you see things from many point of views can you fully understand it.

I don't know how to face you. You might think that, by acting like nothing has happened will make us feel better, I don't know about you, but to me, it's like rubbing salt into my wound. The wound deep in my heart, that even I dare not touch it. Everytime I see you smile I feel like crying, when I hear your name I feel empty of it.

Sometimes, I think that real friends aren't for us to vent our emotions, maybe, when you really can't take it, you go to your friend for comfort, but you must know that everytime you've done that, you have caused a certain pressure to your friend. Everytime you are unhappy, she's unhappy too. Therefore I think, when people say 'tell your best friends everything, about how happy/unhappy you are' it only applies to those people with moderate feelings. Not that kind that is forever unsatisfied with the amount of happiness he/she's in. Because, what happens if your best friend is just a normal person with balanced emotions, but with you everyday moping around, he/she would have to bear with a greater amount of sadness/happiness(?!) than they need to. Therefore sometimes I really don't want to show my feelings, because it only hurts my friends. So what for?

I am being long-winded again. But I still want to say that, everytime you feel everything's going wrong, when you don't know how you could ever help yourself, you think, oh there must be something wrong with me. For example, being pessimistic. If you see things from a more positive view, you will find that, oh. Things can be changed and improved afterall.

But, it's easier to say than to do it.

This post is dedicated to 205'08 <3

Hey exams are over! Currently relaxing at home. Jus tread the class blog just now, totally crying when I read this.

Stop getting emo and stuff... 205 is going to separate but our hearts will still remain as one.Since life still has to go on, why not treasure the last few moments we will be having with each other and learn to appreciate each other:D

4:05:00 PM
imagine..coming to school next year and not seeing the same people sleeping.and shannon & co. laughing at the lamest of thingsand drawing weird smileys and boobs on the whiteboard.and rosanne screeching like a parrot.imagine..not seeing sexy amanda or sexy jolene on the whiteboard anymore..imagine..not saying vanessa when teacher asks for AV rep..imagine..not saying 205 when people ask for your classimagine.. (no pikachu electrocuting us next year)

11:12:00 AM
hello 205!i'm like crying as i'm posting this and when i'm supposed to be studying for math and science! but no, i can't take it already and 205 is so much more impt than EOYS! (NO DOUBT)

anyway, have you guys realised counting from today, we only have 20 days left with each other? minusing the weekends, we only have 15 days with each other left.. ): time really flies, we only just got together ):205 is really really so so so special... compared to other classes.i mean, tell me in which other class you can find people like shannon and jolene? funny, perverted yet so warm and kind-hearted! (hey it rhymes TOLD YA IMMA POET)
^^205,we have the studious (everyone)
we have the caring,
we have the weird, (SUMEI)
we have the despo, (TRISH)
we have the flirts,
we have the funny,
we have the perverted, I bet that's me hmph.
we have the nice,
we have the religious,
we have the mean,
we have the paikia,
we have the lame,
we have the retarded,
we have the camwhores,
we have the ego,
we have the quiet,
we have the noisy,
we have the shy,
we have the strict,
we have the ahma,
we have the auntie,
we have the sporty,
we have the weak,
we have the black, (TRISH)
we have the white, (ROSANNE)
we have the yellow, (CHUAN LING)
we have the brown, (KAH MUN)
we have the dancies, (HAHA)
we have the sharp-tongued,
we have the shouties,
we have the whisperies,
we have the voice, (YUKA)I just realised what this means hahahaha.
we have the smart,
but also the very smarts.
we don't have stupids.
(i just realised we don't have the emo or bisexuals or homosexuals! which is good, i guess)

we are all people with absolutely different personalities that led to all the disagreements, but it is also all these that made so many things we did possible.ITS A WALK TO REMEMBER.talentime, amazing race, lsc, 205 cheers, sec1 teachers' day audition (FEI NI MO SHU), youth day funfair (choc fondue), CDN'07, leadership games, dragon drama, youth day fun fair '08, malacca trip, CDN'08, our italian sodas and cheesssssssssy hotdogs, our poking fun at mr tiong, and his weird quotes), class breakfasts,ONE FIVE ONE FIVE ONE FIVE ~ (haha credits saiying)the funky monkey, the rock and roll (forgot the rest!)xu lao shi.......................................

every single person in 205 is very important,even if you like her or not. (i like everyone!)becos without her 205 won't be so special anymore.10 years down the road, will you still remember every single person in 205?10 years down the road, we would be doctors, lawyers, engineers, businesswomen, geographers, historians, mathematicians, scientists, teachers, accountants, bankers, singers (HAHA), dancers, tour guides, pastors, preachers, prostitutes *!!!!*, WE WOULD BE GIRLFRIENDS, MOTHERS, WIVES, HOUSEWIVES, HUANG LIAN POs, DIVORCEES ..........but none of us will have any idea what each of us are.will we still have a chance to meet each other..so everyone,don't run away from class chalet to have quality time with yourself (THE SELF-OBESSED)its our last nights together.

please,its the last memory for 205 together as a class.
because i'm sure even if we organise class gatherings next year, not everyone will turn up.
So if we get the big jobs, And we make the big money
When we look back now,
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Sumei be the doctor?
Can Tricia find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
MY HEART IS BREAKING..
I'M IN LOVE WITH 205.
i don't want to leave 205.

FIVERS' FRIDAY.


I love you, 205. <3
Really hope CDN'08 will turn out to be best of all (: Cherish what we have so that we won't regret. All the sweet memories with 105'07, 205'08 will be in my heart forever. I am sure I can remember every one's names.

1.Chen Xi. Aki the funny complain auntie.
2. Shan Ping. Spongebob! Haha cute smarty that laughs at my fringe.
3. Jie Ying. Blur person that says hah! and her forever loosely tied hair.
4. Evie. Absolutely bimbo and auntie at the same time. has the weird thing used to put pencils.
5. Xinyi! LOL. My ex-deskmate. 中马友好关系。haha retarded yet wise.
6. Vanessa! LOL the Neh! Banana-obsessed. Nice friend that slaps my hand for no reason.
7. Yuka!Hah high voice but seriously nobody minds. Extremely cute. Yells when I pinch her face!
8. Yunge! Smart girl that likes to eat. My long term feasting partner!
9. Jessie Tan. Blur girl always sleep in class.
10. Jessie Tee. My roomiefor2years+classmatefor7years+ccamatefor2years.In a row. Yaaaah!
11. Celeste. My lab partner! Clear mind and knows what to write.
12. Beishi. That's me. I am so great ahhh!(kidding)
13. KahMun!Irritating&funny.Claps people's hair(!!!)very serious when needed to. she whines.
14. Audrey.Used to sit beside my 'front side'. has loads of sweets.
15. Yixuan. Talllll. and shy. Clever in math and science.
16. Lihan. Or esther. My first impression: smooth hair haha and the hidden green rubber band.
17. Marie. My last 205 deskmate. Uses achoo achoo to cover her yawn 0.0 and the evil laughter.
18. Chuan! 小黑! aha. Sometimes her fringe really irritates me argh. walks funnily.
19. Saiying.My last deskmate(another side)all the random stories and thoughts and drawings.
20.Nerice. Ngiam. Extremely kind, but please speak clearly haha. Great talent in presentations.
21.Jolene. Vandalism! Always draw on the board. Oh. Sneezes loudly.
22.Rosanne. Loud. Always call me sebeibei. Aiyo. tsk.
23. Sara. LA rep. Good manners.
24. Sumei. Interesting girl, touched wanglaoshi. Often smiling.
25. Jo Ling. Cute! In love with pineapples. Love jap anime.
26. Lynn. Always laugh at me >:D haha. Nice friend.
27.Amanda. Very kind monitor. Sweet voice. Iack!
28. Xing Ying. Good class-outing coordinator!
29. Joyce. Can sing very sweetly! Very friendly and as sweet as her voice.
30.Tania! Heh laonia! Very sweet! whiny sometimes haha.
31. Justina. Loads of boyfriends heh. Can be very sweet.
32. Tricia. Memorable speech. Importance to marry a rich man. LOL.
33. Julie. Reminds me of the bouncing ball. Reliable person.
34. Jianing. Heh bimbo! no lah. always so shy, but bimbo when she's high.
35. Shannon. Pervert. Pulls people's buttons ah.Outgoing but can be shy.Emotional?in the inside.
36. Junqi! Haha ccamate. Math pro. Very cute and irritating. Remember lsc'08! haha.

That's all. Shall go now bye.

Haha I am amused. From wikipedia:

The teddy bear is a stuffed toy bear. It is an enduring, traditional form of a stuffed animal, often serving the purpose of comforting children. (wow hahahahahaha. Like, awwww give you a bear so please be happy XD)

The name Teddy Bear comes from November 1902 American President Theodore Roosevelt's hunting trip to Mississippi, to which he was invited by Mississippi Governor Andrew H. Longino. There were several other hunters competing, and most of them had already shot something. A suite of Roosevelt's attendants, led by Holt Collier,[1] cornered, clubbed, and tied to a willow tree an American Black Bear after a long exhausting chase with hounds. They called Roosevelt to the site and suggested he shoot it. He refused to shoot the bear himself, deeming this unsportsmanlike,[2] but instructed that the bear be killed to put it out of its misery, and it became the topic of a political cartoon by Clifford Berryman in The Washington Post on November 16, 1902.[3] While the initial cartoon of an adult black bear lassoed by a white handler and a disgusted Roosevelt had symbolic overtones, later issues of that and other Berryman cartoons made the bear smaller and cuter.[4]
A Brooklyn store owner, Morris Michtom, saw the drawing of Roosevelt and the bear cub and was inspired to create a new toy. He created a little stuffed bear cub and put it in his shop window with a sign that read "Teddy's bear." The toys were an immediate success and Michtom founded the Ideal Novelty and Toy Co., which still exists today.[2]
At the same time, in Germany the Steiff firm, unaware of Michtom's bear, produced a stuffed bear from Richard Steiff's designs. They exhibited the toy at the Leipzig Toy Fair in March 1903 and exported 3000 to the United States.[5][2][6]
By 1906 manufacturers other than Michtom and Steiff had joined in and the craze for Teddy Bears was such that ladies carried them everywhere, children were photographed with them, and Roosevelt used one as a mascot in his bid for re-election. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
American educator Seymour Eaton wrote the children's book series The Roosevelt Bears,[7] while composer John Bratton wrote "The Teddy Bear Two Step" music which with Jimmy Kennedy's lyrics became the song "The Teddy Bears' Picnic". (hmm I shall search for the song)

Commercially made, mass-produced teddy bears are predominantly made as toys for children. These bears have safety joints for attaching arms legs and heads. They must have securely fastened eyes that do not pose a choking hazard for small children.(hahahahahahahaa) These "plush" bears must meet a rigid standard of construction in order to be marketed to children in the United States and in the European Union.
There!




Lyrics!
If you go out in the woods today
You're sure of a big surprise.
If you go out in the woods today
You'd better go in disguise.

For every bear that ever there was
Will gather there for certain, because
Today's the day the teddy bears have their picnic
Every teddy bear, that's been good
Is sure of a treat today
There's lots of marvelous things to eat
And wonderful games to play

Beneath the trees, where nobody sees
They'll hide and seek as long as they please
And that's the way the teddy bears have their picnic
If you go out in the woods today,
You'd better not go alone.
It's lovely out in the woods today,
But safer to stay at home.

For every bear that ever there was
Will gather there for certain, because
Today's the day the teddy bears have their picnic

Picnic time for teddy bears,
The little teddy bears are having a lovely time today.
Watch them, catch them unawares,
And see them picnic on their holiday.
See them gaily dance about.
They love to play and shout.
And never have any cares.
At six o'clock their mommies and daddies
Will take them home to bed
Because they're tired little teddy bears.

Picnic time for teddy bears,
The little teddy bears are having a lovely time today.
Watch them, catch them unawares,
And see them picnic on their holiday.
See them gaily dance about.
They love to play and shout.
And never have any cares.
At six o'clock their mommies and daddies
Will take them home to bed
Because they're tired little teddy bears.

Heh. It's heartwarming to talk to old friends. Just pick up where you left and yes, you are on again. We didn't feel any awkwardness when we talk for the first time in these few months. She decided to sing to me a stupid song with all the gibberish. kumukumu thing. And started talking about fish and our lifes and naming random things. Well, I am mentally unstable for the time being, so I don't make sense, though I always made dollars. Just feel real happy after talking to moo. Heh. Okay gotta go bye.


*bitter acid! [bitter gourd juice] :]

Hello! finally back. Haha but I am going off soon. Have the irritating tuition pushed forward to 1230. Heh. And I have loads of homework not done. 2history essays, a couple of geog worksheets, bio revision, chem revision, humans revision. Oh and math papers. Oh yes, I shall post about yesterday.



After school went out with jessie xinyung alicia. When for macs at kap. Then went btp to get something for xy. Haha. Then blah blah and came back around 5. Then on the bus something so amusing happened. I was randomly staring out of the bus window (near nanyang alr) then I saw this car beside our bus had a nygh logo on the car. Then I was thinking, "ehh nanyang one leh, see I know or not, maybe is some teacher." Then I was staring staring then I saw a very very familiar shirt sleeve haha. Then in the end it's ms chong! haha so funny.

Wait I go tuition first byebye.

/edit.
okay continue the story. Yep so I was like ._. what on earth. Like that also can see. Then alicia and jessie didn't manage to see her. Alicia was babbling about how ms chong is speeding because she drove faster than a bus haha, a bus stopping soon. Lol. Then huey yee suggested to buy a cake for both xinyung and jessie so alicia xinyi and huey yee went out again. And they bought ice cream cake! Yum yum but they reached back late, around 715pm. Then was rushing down with cups for random ice. haha. For drinks. And you know where I got the ice? haha kope from canteen. Lol then I was calculating the possibility of seeing mr chia downstairs, I guess it was quite high so brought my cd along haha in the end really met him. But I was having my 'coughing craziness' so couldn't talk. Or I will choke and can't inhale for very long. Haha must thank band for expanding my lungs, if not I might have choked myself and died. Haha then it's so hilarious I was pointing pointing. And mr chia was giving me the weird look. back to the cake thing. So we went to borrow a lighter from mr lim and he gave us a rusty one haha can't turn. then in the end we had imaginary fire. We off the room lights and brought the cake in. Jessie was blushing like mad. haha so funny then we sang the very outoftune happy birthday song. then played games haha. truth game. Then they wanted to play poker?( I still cant spell it) haha so played chess with alicia. learnt how to play 黑白棋。heh. then played some math game until 2+ then slept. And the others continued until don't-know-what time. Slept already haha. Okay that's all. Shall go and do homework. Byes!

Today’s passing down. Yes, and Kay Yun’s BM, tabby’s DM. Jiayou! I believe in you’all, that you can lead the band well :)Ah. Mixed feelings don’t feel good. Part of me wants to be happy because new people are leading us, and we will all work together as a band for SYF, and that the comm. this year did a great job. But part of me can’t help but feel sad and lonely as the sec fours are leaving soon. Real soon. It’s, really weird. When you just got to know them, they are going to leave. I think life is just like that, because nothing will be perfect. And people will never be contented about what they already have. I am glad, that at least I knew them and hoped that we will meet somewhere, one day. And that they will still come back to visit us. But the days when we spend time playing beautiful music together, laughing, even crying together, will not come back. Of course, I am quite happy that I cherished them well, and had taken almost everything in greedily. And I will never forget the band days with all of us. When we talked before band starts, running for fall-in-10-seconds, shouting yes ma’am s, setting up instrus, warming up, practices, laugh at ms chong/random jokes, announcements, dismissal, packing up. It may seem all ordinary, but it really takes up a big part in my life, and you will realize how empty you will feel when you suddenly found out, oh there’s no band today, and you don’t know what to do. Since sec one, band was uplifting for me. When I first came to s’pore, life wasn’t easy. really. New environment, new friends, new school, unfamiliar language, and most importantly, lack of support. Since my parents can’t be by me everyday, I have to settle everything myself. At the start of the year, life was miserable as my relationship with my roommates weren’t that close, and arguments were going on. And I was all alone. At that time, I would just start crying when I called my parents. In school, band was the one that made me happy. During lessons, I was stressed, scared to lose out what the teacher had said, and will not catch up with the rest of the classmates. It’s really horrifying, when you were so scared to have to leave the school because you are just too lousy. I totally stunned when I had my first bio lesson. Guess what, I didn’t even know what a cell contains, and of all the terms she said, I only knew photosynthesis. Which was rubbish anyway. Our syllabus was quite different back in m’sia. We only learned very little on biology, but it covered the entire sec one physics syllabus. Chem was okay, because I found out that people didn’t really know about chem. too. Yes, but anyways. So I was busy copying notes, burying myself in books (gave up trying to take notes after term2. I am not the take-notes kind of person, you see, haha.)and frankly, it was no fun. The only time I get to relax myself is during band, when I have my section, my batch to talk to. They really cared for me and talked to me. Although I can’t really play, I enjoyed listening. When I listen to them play, it seemed that they all knew each other in the music. When I played with them I felt that I belonged to it. When I hear them shouting in Jericho, I was really touched I got goose bumps. I always do, yeah that’s a little weird. But yes, from the start, I treated band as a home in the school, in Singapore. Yeah, and when the people that was there from the start is going to leave, it feels like someone from your family is leaving. It really feels awful. But since we know they will always come back, it’s not that bad. Must be optimistic and think on the bright side (which proves that posts that are posted at night are not good, irrational tsk.) And get the band going! Not on me but I shall do my part and try my best to cooperate with the new committee. Let the band spirit go on and on forever! Band cheer! And, obviously, I mean it from the bottom of my heart: I love nycb.





I exist where music is at.
Bei Shi loves nanyang concert band (:

nycb is the love! that's all I can say. Thank you. It's a kind of feeling when words would fail to express. The passion is there so strong, nothing can pull us apart.

I must thank ms chong for her support. she really inspired me to work hard. I am so touched when she said 'no matter what is the decision, I will support all of you.' and to think that she doesn't care about the name of the concert, and she thinks and feels that it's appa. It really kept us going. Thank you ms chong (:

And the section! ahh. I feel legless now, at the thought of the section. Oops. yes. Thank you for the lame jokes and the time we spent together, prac-ing and laughing. You guys really lift up my spirits(YOU RAISE ME UP. ohhwoman the lift joke) And the section includes toes fingers baa and gumdrop too! Awhh all of you are the love!

Batchies! thank you for the time together before and after bandpracs! batch circle! haha with all the random lame topics. You people made my day brighter!

And the people that came to support us! Without all of you, there won't be limelight anymore (:

Oh, side note. You know my friend, when she saw us so bonded and happy on stage, she was so touched she cried. Awwh. And all my friends loved hymn <3>

Happy belated birthday tabby! haha must do your (meow!) xie wen nicely! Happy 15! (:

Happy birthday baa!

/I have nothing to say. If you don't want to talk to me then go away. I don't need explanation.

27 Jul 08, 11:58JOYJOY:): aye no deer it wasnt you kay (: but awwh so sweet<3>
haha okay! <3

27 Jul 08, 10:58Xin Yi: hello色贝贝^ ^哈哈，很长时间没有写了哦~
现在不是写了吗。哈哈。


26 Jul 08, 13:51clarice: HELLO BEISHI! haha taps fingers on your head!
hello! pat pat the hairclip, And I am not like rie lorh.

19 Jul 08, 13:46JOYJOY:): HAHAH, coconut tree fringe! why didnt i think of tht xD
tsk. nono.

18 Jul 08, 12:21qiuluAn: im not shortXP
you are not!!??

14 Jul 08, 17:52yee shin =]: i noe i dumbo
14 Jul 08, 17:52yee shin =]: sorry la..i edit liao dunno how to change>.<
13 Jul 08, 18:06yeeshin=]: link me
13 Jul 08, 12:28yeeshin=]: hello....this is damn xiao...freaking nicole
hello. I am now too lazy to link you. So yes I shall wait till another day.

10 Jul 08, 20:38JUNQi: WEIII! how come ur blog so alive de?! omg! mine is like so dead can. its the heart bside my name
got meh. Oh I found it.

9 Jul 08, 21:44vanvan: BEAR BEARRR! random, but. tie up your fringe and make it look like a coconut tree!
boomboom van!

6 Jul 08, 17:53sherlyn: HELLO BEISHI. HAHA. you are in malaysiaa ( truly asiaa!~) haha XP
LOL. My leg flew away :0

5 Jul 08, 22:08JOYJOY:): hahah idk wht to reply to your tag rply xD hahah
I also don't know what to reply to your tag! :D

right. So I am back! From band fiesta, blocks, and cross country. (and I got back most papers. Feeling quite happy. I studied okay. Oh wells sometimes.)So the coming event would be limelight! oh my itik, that's tomorrow. I am so so so excited. haha esplanade you know. Not everyone can go there, and we are invited by esplanade. Not renting the place.

Limelight wasn't easy. We really sacrificed a lot. After much tears and sleepless nights, we had made a decision. Or that's the school's decision, for it makes the school proud. Anything. Why, we have worked so hard for tomorrow. Because everyone in performing arts longed to perform in esplanade. It was really an honour to be invited to play in there. Since we knew we could not have our annual concert anymore, the whole band worked very very hard for this concert. Including sacrificing every lunch to come for practice, staying back after school on non-cca days, even coming back to school on saturdays. We have decided to work towards our best to prove ourselves a excellent band. These few months' hardwork won't be wasted, I am very sure. We will play our best and enjoy our concert in esplanade.

But I am so afraid I will feel so empty after the concert. The concert kept us busy. After that you'll feel that you lost something. And then it will be passing down.

Let's keep the music going and let everyone feel the nycb spirit! Jiayou bandees! <3 We can do it! Because we are the so bonded as a whole! Eat well(val) and sleep well(val). Be the nice gay!(merry!) tsk poor val.

Anyways, not in the mood of blogging. I am at home for ydff, fyi. So I shall reply tags. Next time I shall reply tags in posts. Because tagging back is too troublesome.

5 Jul 08, 13:27nicole: hello beishi! haha so random. anyway thurs night cake was nice haha aaand you got cool fringe. okay idk what to tag. hmmmm. alicia's first wish is crap wei. thats all. yeah.haha
Hello! Haha yes the cake was nice! My fringe? It's because it curled up by itself so it looks weird. :D
5 Jul 08, 11:37rie: haha omg your quiz very funny xD WHY AM I STUDYING SNAILS ): haha they are poor little creatures who get stepped on and crushed all the time D:
5 Jul 08, 11:34rie: beibeiiii ;D
Rieeee! (:Because you slow lah. Only fast enough to study snails. haha and because you are so ...extraordinary xD
4 Jul 08, 21:19mandy: hello bearrr. nothing much to tag about, actually. just came by to say hello(: YIAKKK.
HELLO! IACK! mushroom :D pig? haha your jolene very funny!
2 Jul 08, 17:05chunting: aiya~must remember larh=] http://lonely-tiingx3.bs.com~btw~cum my blog n take the quiz=]
harrh. Aiyo very lazy leh.
1 Jul 08, 20:13baa: eleh eleh.baa sounds much better than my name.XDDD ahahahahaha.:DDD
Erps. Right, BAAAAA. :D
29 Jun 08, 15:41moo: Pa! I come and SPAM your blog with my total randomness! bwahaha!
In any case, I am not your dad. Yes, so why did you call me pa? Yes thank you. I do feel random when I read your tag xD
28 Jun 08, 19:32JOYJOY:): hahah i realise you sleep very late lorrhs xP heh. innocent coughcoughcough. xD
Whatever. It's around 10.40 and I was trying to send my friend some stuff. Yes (:
25 Jun 08, 21:17Pei Wern: Ahahaah. =DDDDD
HAHAHA? xD

Okay, byebyes :D

中二公民与道德教育
对南中有贡献的人士

姓名：吴晓优（7）
郭云阁（8）
李贝诗（12）
黄川菱（18）






林秀梅：

1956年毕业于南洋女子中学，是第十届毕业生。她成为了一名工程师，又亲自为母校设计了新校舍、找地方，以进一步提高校誉。她虽然贵为总统夫人，她还是不辞劳苦精心设计出校舍，并为学校筹款。我们今天能在这优美的环境里读书，一定要感谢她。在新校舍开幕的前2个星期，林秀梅女士却突然在七月三十日病逝。全校都为她开办了个追悼会，并把新校舍大会堂命名为秀梅大会堂。学校也因此宣布新校舍开幕礼改期。



参考资料：

璀璨南洋-

林庆年：第12、14、16、17、18、26、30、31、32、35、38页。
李振殿：第45、47页。
黄桂南：第54页。
林秀梅：第102、105页。

Anyways, chuan I am so sorry I can't get into hotmail. Somehow yes I came here. So the biblio right, you check if it's correct. I forgot who we are doing. Yeah that's all. Thanks a lot. Sorry!

Haha I shall not blog now. Since it's already time to sleep. 10.11pm. Tomorrow's band! <3 :] BAND! Weeeeee. Yes, so byebye.

p/s: horns scared of me. Tsk. Why? Ask them. How can they be scared of an innocent lamb? I mean duck/bear.

Tagged by qiuluan. D:< heh.

List out the top 5 birthday present that you wish for:
1. Power to control immigration office.
2. A house near school.
3. Power to control my school. Mine but not mine.
4. A clarinet!!
Cancelled the fifth one. Can't think of anything.

Answer the following questions:
1.(the person who last tag you is ...)Qiuluan.
2.(your relationship with him/her is ...) Batchmate. CCAmate. Schoolmate. Friend. :]
3.(your 5 impressions of him/her ..)
1. The :) look.
2. The hor hor hor-ness. Oh wells._.
3. Not tall.
4.Cute
5. Funny.

4.(the most memorable thing he/she had done for you)
ehh. The hello with a bright smile that cheered me up when I was unhappy.
5.(the most memorable words he/she had said to you)
Huizhen bully me!!
6.(if he/she becomes your lover, you will..)
take care of her? (FYI: Unlikely. Because I am straight. )
7.(if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be)
Talk to me more.
8.(if he/she becomes your enemy, you will...)
mess up her hair.
9. (if he/she beomes your enemy, the reason will be ...)
me refusing to help her poke huizhen.
10.(the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is ...)
smile at her.
11.(your overall impression of him/her is ...)
a smiley person.
12.(how you think people around you will feel about you?)
Retarded?(I am not.) Practical.
13.(the character you love of yourself are ...)
Happy in front of people, almost all the time. Althought I might be sad inside. At least people won't be sad or worried because of the unhappy me.
14.(on the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are ...)
don't know when to say the right thing. Always screwing up conversations, I am.
15.(the most ideal person you want to be is ...)
Be truthful. Understand myself. Not afraid to show my feelings.
16.(for people that care and like you, say something to them ...)
Thank you.
17.(pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1. Sherlyn
2. Rie
3. Huizhen
4. Joy
5. Moo
6. Rachel(flute)
7. Chunting
8. Baa
9. Sean
10. Pauline

Anyways. You guys don't have to do the quiz if you don't want to. This is for the quiz's sake. Most of you were from qiuluan's list anyway.

18.(Who is no.6 having relationship with?)
Rachel. Grass?
19.(Is no.9 a male or female?)
Sean. Male.
20.(If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?)
Chunting and Pauline. No. Quite sure haha. Oh but maybe it works.
21.(How about no.8 and 5?)
Baa and moo. Wow. Fated, I would say. Friends since kindergarten.
22.(What is no.2 studying about?)
Rie. Snails.
23.(When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Huizhen. Just. Conversation still fresh in mind.
24.(What kind of music band does no.8 like?)
Baa. Um. Concert band? She was from band too.
25.(Does no.1 has any siblings?)
Sherlyn. I think so. She didn't talk much about it.
26.(Will you woo no.3?)
Huizhen. Sure. Wait till I get a wheelchair.
27.(How about no.7?)
Chunting. Oh no. Haha. I still remember the bear hug.
28.(Is no.4 single?)
Joy. She has many dears. "My duanmenghao!" quotes from Joy.
29.(What's the surname of no.5?
Moo. Yap? yup.
30.(What's the hobby of no.4?)
Joy. Jumping. Laughing.
31.(Do no.5 and 9 get along well?)
Don't really know each other.
32.(Where is no.2 studying at?)
Rie. Outdoors. In the shade. under some leaves.
33.(Talk something casually about no.1)
Sherlyn. She has neat hair.
34.(Have you try developing feelings for no.8?)
Baa. Oh what do YOU think?
35.(Where does no.9 live at?)
My house. Opposite my room. Studies opposite my school.
36.(What color does no.4 like?)
Joy. Green (is hot) blue?
37.(Are no.5 and 1 best friends?)
I doubt that they know each other.
38.(Does no.7 likes no.2?)
strangers don't hate or like each other actually.
39.(How do you get to know no.2?)
Rie. Band.
40.(Does no.1 have any pets?)
Sherlyn. She's a crab.
41.(Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?)
Chunting. Hahaha.

Tagged by huizhen! (:

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?

ehh. very understanding, humorous, funny!*wee!* mm. willing to listen to me. yeah that's important since I am so rubbishy nowadays. oh, must be pinch-able! should like eating a lot so we can eat and talk and play together.

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

Oh wells. If you mean it literally, I really want to see the percussion Janabel flying during the random parade I was watching in a ... hotel room? She even told me not to tell joyjoy that she did that haha xD refer to my older posts. I can't remember which one. it was so amusing. haha xD

3. Who's life would you want to takeaway most?

da bao!? ahahah +D (Oh my. I am starting to use ahmah's retarded emoticon ._. I am ah mah's ahmah xD) Back to the question. I am not the selfish. I don't want anyone to be deprived of things they are supposed to see, and instead have to stay in the dabao plastic bag :] HAH.

4. What would you do with a billion bucks?

Use 500,000 bucks to buy stuff like food for the sichuan people. The rest... buy a clarinet! and keep around $100 for food to share with batchies and friends and family! hmm then I will put the rest into the bank. Give it to my parents if they need it. :] money money money. 钱不是万能的，但没钱万万不能！

5. Are you happy with life?

Yes. Quite. except for the fact that I am stucked between the lines of the quadratic graphs. pening ahh sudah mahu pengsan xD But I managed to finish the algebraic manupulations and linear graphs. Which left me with the other half of the paper. I think my life is quite comfortable. It suits me in almost every way. Except that I have to run run run 2.4 again ._. And again next year and retest again and again ahh. And there's PE. And, there is chinese SIA, history worksheet, bio revision, 2 math worksheets ( actually that's a dozen of them stapled together), CME, OM. But once I get started I actually enjoy doing them. Hmm so it's okay. I am happy about food supply. your own house is just different from boarding school. You can have loads loads of food any time you want. No wonder I gained.. 2kg in a week, or to be exact, 5 days. ahh. Oh dear me. Never mind, I am happy! :D

6. Are you glad to be alive or would u rather to be dead?

Alive! I don't want to be buried and let worms eat me and see myself decomposing bit by bit. And it's stinky. Yuck. Although you can smell the earth (depends on how you see that) so deeply you nose is filled with it. I think when we are dead, for goodness know why, the teachers will come up to thr grave and say, 'hey you haven't handed up your bio worksheet, your essay and you reliability question isn't completed. Your artwork got a C, which is quite bad. And I received a complain from the HOD that you have long nails and your socks are too low. Anyways, we had a cleanliness check yesterday, guess what? You guys got E again. That reminds me, the cleanliness rep told me that you did not do your duty. Not that you can do it now, but you have to be more resdponsible. Ahh I have to go back to school. Now see you next time. Not too soon I hope.' See? Ehh I am not being very normal today. So never mind.

7. Can you whistle?

yes! Now I can whistle my clarinet part for hymn ._. Including the running notes! haha feel so proud. I learnt that when I was six I think.

8. Do you like going to school?

Yay yes! It's fun to see your friends and teachers. And laugh at them whenever you want to (not during exams, but yes I guess you get me) just that you might get a punch or a are-you-insane look from them. Especially from van the- banana- van.

9. What kind of person do u like?

something like my best-friend-character. Must be able to communicate with me. Chat chat chat and able to come up with endless topics to talk about. But not the stupid ones like weather0.0

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?

Find another person to like haha. I will see if the person notices me, or I will conclude that the person is blind and continue my life.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?

some random working person.23 years old. Hmm. Quite young. Should be energetic. Yes!

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

my family, batchies, friends. Many people.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Huizhen? Ahh she has no legs. Humorous and lame. Her lame-ness is incurable that I must sit while talking to her to prevent myself from falling due to laughing too hard. Oh she's tall man. Oops I mean woman.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

It depends you see. If you're single when you are old you will be lonely and sad and you will think money is useless. But if you are married you will think that you have no freedom and feel very sad as you have no money.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

Think. "what's the time now? can I sleep some more?" The answer's usually no. Sometimes I will think am I dreaming, where am I? etc etc. To think is important you know that's why. Some times I will think, 'ahh why must we be neat and fold our blankets' mind you, I do these before I open my eyes.

16. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smells like?

smells like me. maybe? When I smell it I will think of the sky. See. No bird shit. only clouds.

17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?

no comments.

18. What type of people do you hate?

those who don't know they don't know and still act like they know everything. and those who are not loyal to their friends. For example spreading bad things about your best friend.

People to do this quiz (:
joyjoy! :]
mandy! (:

Can't think of anymore. That's all larh.

Anyways. Band people who are going to japan, good luck and enjoy yourselves! Learn something and remember to teach me when you all come back kays.

I want my band u and band jacket! D: ahh.

I better go first. It's almost 11pm.

http://www.esplanade.com/SOPApp/espsop/portal_proxy?GXHC_GX_jst=fc7f717f1d3d6164&GXHC_JSESSIONID=6946630997735830218&GXHC_IMP_COOKIE=6946630997735830218&uri=Na5r.ofvdlJ!YfptA-XmiTu.=NJ.eS5nCSMm=TFvMW-kmxIQh,ftVJQMMF5yOC.AevtHd@KsJFM

Go see! Must come okay. haha :D so cool I didn't know it existed! hahaaaaa. Hmm. I have nothing to say now. So. Byees :D

I am so touched! Mooooooooo :D I realise I have a best friend in Malaysia (= We really should go out together one day. I missed her so much ): Heh. Haha I shall remind myself to reply her email next weekend. I shall rememeber! Okay. Goodbye :D

this is only my 80th post, I realised. Hah not in the mood of blogging. Volleyball is fun!
byebyes :D

Last thursday was horrible. After CIP I rushed back to school for band, expecting to hear happy chattings, looking forward to join the band in discussions about everything. Instead I am greeted with long awkward silence. The art teacher Mrs Teo was inside, presenting the school's view about our appa XII concert and esplanade concert. They told us that we can't have 2 concerts in a year. I didn't get to hear what she say earlier on, but I am seriously annoyed by the way she carries herself. She doesn't respect us, or I would say anyone in the band room. Her insults of our band, that's unbearable. She said that Appa is not our concert, it's the school's concert. Everything insensitive was said. When she tells us this like, 2 weeks before concert, she expect to be calm and everything. She doesn't allow people to cry -.- That's a bit cruel. I have the feeling that she wants us to give up Appassionata and take esplanade. Because the school can boast about it? She don't consider our feelings at all. Not at all. I think she's being too harsh to us. When everyone built up the spirit for concert and prac-ed so hard for it, coming back for lunch pracs everything! And now you tell us this. It's like you prac-ed for nothing. You feel stupid for feeling so much for NOTHING. It's just different. Appa is a tradition passed down from goodness knows how long ago. And Esplanade is not our own concert. You go there and play and go back. That's all. You get to advertise for the school. WOW. You can't call it Appassionata XII. Anyways, the woman has no manners at all. Ms chong wanted to say something and she talked louder. No that was not correct is it? In the end Ms chong just smiled and kept quiet. Ironic you know. A person that teaches us to be polite sets a bad example in front of everyone. When she left Mr Lim sort of calmed us down and she barged in again and just interrupted him. I guess mr lim's a bit pissed too he kept on talking and she kept on talking. But in the end he gave in, courtesy you know. Let's see what other bandees had to say.

It's something Esplanade holds for us, and everyth will be 'Limelight: Nanyang Concert Band' or 'Limelight: Appassionata XII' it's UNDER esplanade, not sth we do by ourself. the logistics and everything is by US, not by them. and in the end it's still Limelight FEATURING nycb. and we don't make the concert tickets, we don't make the booklet, is this not enough to explain why limelight CANNOT replace our dear appa?
mr lim alr said it's like sth we picked up on the floor, whether we take it or not, it's of NO LOSS TO US. we don't lose anything. but if we don't do Appassionata XII it's taking away all the years of tradition and all our hard work. we didn't work so hard for the past weeks for limelight, we worked hard for appa
everything's different please. it's not at the audi, it's not in school, there probably won't be alumni and junior band, there won't be that Appassionata feeling!
YOU CAN'T HAVE BOTH CONCERTS IT WILL AFFECT YOUR STUDIES AND WE WANT THE SEC FOURS TO STEP DOWN AFTER YOUR JAPAN TRIP.she totally underestimates us.
i can't rmb what she said, but by what she said she implied that playing an instru is as simple as blowing a balloon. put in air and sound will come out nicely.
and mschong smirked at her.(haha good for ms chong (: ) and when mschong tried to talk to that woman, she just cut her off, not willing to listen to her. and when that lousy sec one asked if junior band would play, she said 'OF COURSE! MS CHONG YOU WILL ALLOW THAT RIGHT?' it's so much more of a threaten than a question she's so horrible that no one prac-ed after band. she's so horrible that huizhen could say the whole band was very CHICKEN MOVE. ji dong -.-
"Getting to perform in esplanade is a rare opportunity for the band, as this invitation is unlikely to happen to the band in the near future." and she even compared us to chinese dance saying that they've been of high reputation in the past 10years, including the fact that they're performing at esplanade this year too. D: just because we got gold without the freaking HONOURS for syf last year D:

We can't do anything about it now. So I shall wait for the results and accept it the best as I can. I think the comm suffers the most luh they have to deal with her and tell us the bad news themselves. Haha but ms chong was very sweet that day. She said that it's normal for us to get a little emotional but we must control our emotions. Then she said no matter what we choose, she will support us. So sweet right? Anyways, I think, appa or esplanade, it's still concert band. Who cares about that woman. We are us and we are the best.So let's continue to work hard for concert band, for the concert, for the conductors, for ourselves. (: And here we go! Byebyes.

hehe. Here I come, oh wells, again. So yeah.

Yay! So today was quite okay, quite a happy day actually. All okay except for a small part of drama lesson. So shall talk about bad things first. Mr Ng stopped us because we laughed when we said the 'ha-i' part. I think he's right, we can't laugh like that during presentation but at least he should let us finish acting before telling us "Okay enough. Your group don't have to present anymore." It's like, quite insulting. That's correct and laughing is our fault but the reason for him to stop us is because he know another group that is better than us so he decided that all right, you don't have to perform anymore, so get lost. It's not that we didn't try or we are not serious kind of thing. Hmm.

Okay so we shall start at 6.00am. So I am supposed to wake up at 6 today because there's national anthem but I was too sleepy I don't evn remember what time I slept yesterday. Luckily my room mate on her light and so. I woke at 6.07. Then went down to eat. We had roti prata today and the kuah is a little... peanut-y. So after that I went to school at around 645. When I reached there's only joyjoy. HAHA and she thought all batchies reached already. But in the end she said she came to study bio. And I realised our class is quite fast in bio. Because joyjoy's class is still in ecology and hey are having ecology quiz today? When our class already studied sexual reproduction and had a quiz already. haha. Enough of bio and all the reproduction. Back to national anthem. Ahma was late today and her hair was, ehem interesting. She said she woke up at 63o and she stays far away? Anyways. When I was going to set up instru I heard tianhui and cheryl talking about the rain. So I decided not to set up haha. So we went back to class for pledge, which is a stoning time for me, waiting for all the singaporeans to remind themselves about their responsibility. Anyways then it was pccg. It was quite interesting. I felt like I am down for a psycological treatment. We talked about controlling emotions and she told us to close our eyes and think of the most upsetting incident that happened. The class was suprisingly serious and quite. I guess our class can be quite and listen to teachers too. Was quite emo when she told us to think about that, everyone should be. And we talked about rational and irrational thinking. I think when people are emo they tend to be irrational. After that was malay. Teacher didn't come so we went to the library to do self study. Then I wanted to look for mrs toh and I went to her office twice but she's not there. Did I mention that yesterday xinyung and me were doing or homework, or for inyung, reading comics on third floor when Mrs Toh saw us and told us to take down all the notices on third and fourth floor. My index finger hurt and we used one whole hour to tear down all of them. The worst ones are the dreamelody ones. They sticked at least 20 pieces of paper on one wall. It's so irritating to see so many identical posters at once. So when I see a spider I hit it using the dreamelody's paper. HAHA *evil* Anyways back to today. After recess was music. We decided to use the spaghetti poem. After that was chinese and we wrote gong1 han2. Then lunch I smuggled my bag up to the library for geog lesson we talked about weatherings. After that chionged to support our creampuffs. Then it's home ec. We did apple crumble. SOOO NICE! Then it's drama and we used baby powder and water to put on our faces. We took a few retarded pictures with our towel costumes on xD.

Then I chionged for band and had no time to wash my face. I just rubbed most of the powder off. After warm ups and tuning, while waiting for others to be tuned, I asked ms chong if I can go and wash my face, because I CANT STAND THE SMELL OF BABY POWDER WITH SOME UNKNOWN CREAM. The cream or the baby powder itself is okay but two of them together, it's just a disaster. Even after I washed my face and neck and hands I still smell of the powder. Even ahma and amanda can smell it. You can imagine how strong it is. And ms chong was quite funny she asked me what's on my face and said she needed to wash her face also. heh actually I know. I saw her rubbing her eyes and she looked tired. Then when I go out she told me to call in percussion, and yes, I realised she knows my name. Maybe it's because she called me so many times to sit straight ( I just can't help it, I have scoliosis and it hurts to sit straight. But I am not as bd as rachel-the-unpokable!). Joy must try to speak up more eh. Tsk tsk. We played funiculi, hymn. Should be that. Can't remember others. Oh, seventy six trombones. I cannot play this song D: Shall go back for lunch pracs more often to prac 76 tbones and hymn. Hymn is actually a really nice song and since now I can play most of it I appreciate it more and more. Nice song (: During the small break between pracs I was playing with this piece of paper on the white board. I blew it and it flew one-arms-length. I realised it's quite short. Anyways the point is, Mr chong saw me and was giving me that kind of want-to-smile look. So paiseh larh and I started laughing myself and she laughed also. Then they talked about the roomings for japan. Ms Chong was like "Who don't have room mate?" Haha because the last one that has no roomie will sleep with her. Then Rosalind said " Ms Chong you are alone" And we all awh-ed. Then Rosalind said 'shit' and ms chong was like " don't always say the shit word" Then rosalind said faeces. HAHA. It's funny right. Ms Chong said the 4th august esplanade thing is most probably on. I am excited! Ooh. Esplanade you know! And huijuan came back today. Ms Chong said she look chao-da. HAH. Huijuan is nice :D and funny. I remember she always wave hi to me last year. And I still remember her playing the timpani but I don't know which song is it. Heh and after school we met huijuan and valentia downstairs. Huijuan gave me crackers haha so sweet she fed me and joyjoy. But she played with my braces. She was poking it with the cracker -- Then came back boarding school for dinner I want watermelon and not papayas. They love to give papayas.
I DON'T HAVE BAND UNIFORM!!!! DDDD: I want band u D: I wil be so out if I am the only one who don't have band u in clarinets. And we are in the front row so odd one out. And what's the point of buying socks if I don't have band u lorh. haiz.

Okay I shall go already. Byebyes.

I am going to Kallang tennis centre on Monday from 2pm onwards to support the tennis people. It has 2 way transport so don't worry. [: and then 24th april I am going for CIP at Woodlands Primary School. On some day in april I am going for mordern dance concert. So things to do: Apply permission slip for mordern dance concert and band concert. Okay I shall sign off, seriously, it's quite late already. Bye (:

This would be a short post. So I haven't been blogging for ages. Block tests are over, the jap concert's over too. Oh, band sold egg tarts and chewy cream puffs. I had my shift on the past wednesday. It was quite an interesting experience. Me and junqi ran all the way up to 414 to take 3 'kiap kiap' and wash them and ran down to 'deliver' them to cheryl. Oh I remembered something I wanted to say.

Nanyang Concert Band is having a concert on 13th May 2008, 7.30pm at Siew May auditorium. Ticket price- not confirmed.

So about today. Lessons were quite normal so it would make the posts even more boring if I talk about them, since it's already so boring. But I have to mention Drama. Drama is always interesting. We did some theory today and did around 7 pancakes. Vanessa's toe hit the wall while running and I guess it hurt. Then blah blah blah and it's lunch prac. I went for lunch prac at 12.30pm because I was doing the irritating chinese comprehension and couldn't finish on time so I stayed back to finish it. There was very little people in the band room. I guess they were all downstairs supporting the stall. So I stoled ah ma's file to prac. Then it's two sleeping lessons (history and home econs). But history was okay and I managed to listen quite properly. Oh, talking about listening. I wonder if it's my ears' problem or it's Mr chow speaking too soft. I can't hear a thing he said so I asked him to speak louder. And suprisingly Justina who's sitting beside me can hear him. In the end he came near my desk and speak very loudly so I heard the rest. Maybe I should change seats because I think I need new glasses, seriously. Although I can still see but I can't see the detailed things and it's quite irritating. Anyways, that has to wait. So no point saying now. I have to wait until the next dental appointment so I can go back to Malaysia and get my glasses done. Back to topic. After school was band. We played hymn and hymn and only, hymn. But it turned out quite okay since I sorted out the running notes and is able to play them. Except the fact that it still sound quite unstable. So I shall 下定决心 to prac harder. It's 5 weeks to concert! But I haven't got the band uniform D: Shall not talk about depressing topics. And Ms Chong decided not to sit on her usual chair today and took the chair beside me. Because a screw from her chair flew out again. And her stand was quite gila too. The upper part slided out two times when Ms Chong wanted to lift the stand. It's so hilarious. HAHA xD So, after today's band prac I found hymn more interesting. Oh I remembered something. We played Latin Favourites too. I saw Hot Latin in Amanda's file so I asked Ahma if it's that one and ah ma said 'yes'. So it's quite funny. We played very funny things and found out that we had the wrong score after 3 bars --" Thanks to Ahma. And Ms Chong was very interested to find out what we had at first. AHMA PLAYED THE WRONG SCORE TOO. HAHAHA. After band tianhui and cheryl sort of scolded the band. They said we didn't improve much from last band prac and I felt quite depressed. And blah blah. So 为了 band, I decided to work even harder. Hmm. Oh Ms Chong asked us if we are interested in performing in August for Esplanade. Esplanade invited us to play for them in, of course, esplanade. It's on 4th August. If I didn't hear wrongly. I think it would be very nice to perform in ESPLANADE. It's like performing in a very high class place. So, I felt quite excited and I really hope we are going for it. I hope it doesn't clash with our exam period. Even if we have to work very hard in studies and prac hard for band at the same time I think it's worth it. Ahh. I spent one hour already! Okay then I shall go already. Thanks to those who bothered to tag at my tagboard. But I won't be replying so often now since I have SO SO SO MANY SIAs AND OM and don't-know-very-small-assignments. Okay byebyes (:

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heh. Shall remind myself.

Jap Concert
29th March (saturday)
7.30pm
Esplanade concert hall

So must apply curfew form. Apparently ms sim's rules doesn't apply here. How can you expect me to be back by ...9.30pm? Hmph so shall discuss with Alicia and Jessie first. How? Take taxi I think. I think that's all. Whatevvvvver. I wanted to post pictures. Oh wells, a picture.

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YAY LIFE SKILLS CAMP WAS FUN!!



I love the camp man. It's so nice and fun and I miss it so.



Day one.

Reached school at 6.40am. Late for 10 minutes. Lol junqi said we come at 6.30 to ba4 wei4 so funny. But in the end alicia very slow so delayed. Then jianing very zibei because she brought a big bag. But in the end many people brought big big bags also. Including me. Haha. Then we chiong in once the classroom door opened. So fun lorh. I sleep beside the door. Then it's junqi. Then the other side is chenxi. But the floor quite dirty. Then so many people still eat in class lorh. They don't seem to know why shouldn't we eat in class lorh. I don't want cockroaches lorh. But in the end they didn't appear. But still. haiz. Then we brought our back pack and went to assemble in the quadrangle. Then we set of to labrador park. So fun I sat with junqi then ate sweets. And I 'pulled' wanglaoshi's hair xD haha. The first thing I saw in the park was mas selamat's face everywhere. Oh wells. There's 4 posters in the toilet. Lol so funny. Then Mr lim Kok Boon was our commandant.Hmm He gave announcements and stuff and I think he had a difficult time. Like everyone is not listening. But I am hmm *suddenly so proud of myself tsk*

He said we must be alert at all times. Because of mas selamat hmph. Anyways. We had amazing race. I think trust run was the best. We had so many stations and all the stations are so far apart. Then run till very tired. AND OUR MAP FLEW INTO THE SEA WHEN WE ARE PLAYING TRUST RUN. But in the end we took from one of the stations. They were kind enough to give us theirs. But something quite unpleasant happened to group B. Maybe they shouldn't have let us steal other people's eggs at all. And we should all have the common sense to know what we should do. I hope everyone grew up after this and will know what is right in future. I hope. But since we have to trust each other I believe they will learn. Then junqi became famous. Lol. Her face was red after she applied sunblock the second time maybe her hands were dirty. Then she stone with the teachers haha. eee I want to stone also lorh. Hate running around. Anyways. We had lunch back in school. Was quite nice but didn't manage to enjoy it because I just stuffed everything down. Too hungry :] But the rice was so hard my gastric started groaning. Yuka said the rice feel more like grains. Haha. Quite true. Then it was drama prac. We were given a theme -dragon. And we are supposed to come out with a play and present in on the last day of camp. So. Everyone was shouting and chenxi used the mike. But nobody listened. So in the end everyone shout shout shout. So me junqi and jessie stoned and listened to them shouting. And luckily I didn't need to tie the dragontail. I gave it to yixuan xD who is the dragon prince. Kahmun lent me her red snow white cape because I am the dragon king! And I wore the black suit with the red cape. In the end I looked more like vampire and dracula than a dragon king. But never mind haha it's still fun. I had 3 lines. Angry ones. The scene was

Someone came to whisper whisper.

Then I shout " How dare he! Call in dwyn Ing now!"

Yixuan comes in and says "yes father?"

Me "You fell in love? With a mortal?"

Yixuan "yes. I love her with all my heart. Till death do us part!"

Me "YOU SCANDALOUS LITTLE DRAGON! END THIS RELATIONSHIP AT ONCE!"

Yixuan "NO I WON'T!"

Me " Then she, and all her people, shall die!"

haha I found that I had 4 lines. Yuka was the ugly princess and shannon was the human king. So Funny he tied cushion over her stomach and looked fat. In the end very humorous.



Then it was shower time! Went into the last two cubicles because there's shower heads xD I used 6.09 minutes! Yay. Then it was dinner. I nearly puked when I ate the bean sprouts. In the end I didn't touch the bean sprouts again. *guilty* Then was movie screening and I realised my parents called me twice. So I chiong to tell wanglaoshi and chiong to give the tickets to them but chiong untill half I saw my dad's stomach so I stopped. They were looking at the teachers' photos outside general office. They said they saw mr chow and told him I haven't gave them the tickets. So he asked for my name and class and let them in xD but we had our movie in the hall as it was raining. So stuffy and hot. DRUMLINE is soo soo soo so so so so so so nice. Oops too many of them. But I found that they blast a lot. Only the main character's band had some tone. Because I don't really hear the nice round sound from other bands. So weird, Maybe it's because they were military bands. Anyways, I like the conductor the most. And I don't really like the main character, whatever his name is. After movie was the evaluation. Everyone was so sleepy. After that was batch photo taking! Mdm Ong took for us. After that Rie and Pau chiong down so we took again. After that we went to brush our teeth and slept.



Day 2.

Woke up at 5.40. Then when I opened my eyes I saw junqi's face. Sort of jumped. Then I woke her up. Then we stoned for a while and went to brush teeth. rise and shine was nan zhong quan. I only remember the first 3 zhao1 and the last one. So others just luan4luan4lai2. haha but I remembered some again. Revived my memory. ahaa. then it's breakfast. the packet of milo tasted diluted. Then it was telematch. Fun! not too many stations but was all fun! haha Enjoyed myself. Then lunch. Nice! There's a suprise yougurt party at 3. Before we started our stations I went to wash my glasses and mr chow came to talk to me and junqi. He told us to warn our friends that the floor will be slippery so must be careful. The leadership games went quite smoothly. But before we started they all argued about footwear. In the end we stick to sports shoes. Which is just right for me. I don't like to wear slippers around. Then we went to help mr lim arrange the chairs, 500 ehh. Then got very dusty and sweaty. And mr tiong came to help us. then we went to bathe first because we didn't want to go down for lord of wars. But we asked mr lim first. and he gave us permission to bathe before everyone. Me and junqi went to bathe first. Then when I came out I saw mr tiong on second floor and I shouted hi. Then he said " come and help! We need people to help in the hall" I was like -.- And I said " I comb my hair first can?" Then I pulled junqi down also. And mr tiong told us to arrange the chairs wider and pulled out the unnessesary things. Then I saw rae. Then I went 'Rae! Hello!" With a bright smile. She look so blur haha but I don't blame her. we don't know each other. But she is joy's beloved junior. She brought the drunset into the hall for talent time. Haa. Then me junqi and mr tiong sat down in the 105 line and talked. We laughed about the class tag it looks different from others because we mended it last year *we broke it* xD And we talked about everything. So nice. He's nice to talk to. And we sat on the chairs we arranged. Mr Tiong said he's going to leave soon. So sad right. Aihhyoyo. Then we had dinner. Quite nice also! Then night trail was hot and stuffy but quite fun. But my knees had blueblack. Or should I say the blueblack got worse. Hmm. we crawled under the tables. I wanted to sneeze but I managed to control my sneeze xD hahaha. Then there's this game that made me and yuka so pissed. It's not the game's problem. It's the people playing it. Like what. We wanted to help too. We want them to cross the lines also. And you, have no right to shout and scream at us. What kind of attitude is this. I know you want to control everything. But that's not the right way. You only make people angry. Have you ever seen a real leader screaming before? they have their own way of leading people. And not frown and scream at us when we are trying to HELP and we are NOT fooling around. Why? I can just sit behind and let you all work. We are trying to participate in the game. And you? Chasing us away! I don't think we can bond well if this carries on. I am seriously dissapointed in you. You changed a lot. the 'you' I know is no longer here. the first sms in my phone is the one you sent to me when I had sore eye and wasn't able to attend lsc. Why? you totally sound so different. You changed. A lot. You seemed to enjoy screaming and act cute ( I know that's mean but that's what I feel) and I will get so irritated. You seem to be obssessed in your cca and talks about nothing but your cca. Don't you realised I am not interested in your cca and knew nothing about it? I, once enjoyed talking to you. But now I chose to keep quiet. All I can say is, 我看错人了. Maybe I made a mistake in the start of the year. But you still seem lovable sometimes. I don't know. I hope you will be the old person I know, one day.

Then junqi went to the sick bay because she had gastric pain. Then in the end she is widely known. haha Luckily she came back to sleep with us in the quadrangle. So worried about her lorh. So I wasn't concentrating in the last game I played. haha but junqi turned out pink and healthy in the end. Then I was so -.- worried so much then she's okay. Worried for nothing lorh. Haha we went to the quadrangle at around 10.20pm. Junqi and me walked around then we found that all the teachers were staring at us so we went to the toilet. haha. Then we lie on our sleeping bags and took off our glasses. Then suddenly someone came and called junqi and started talking to junqi. I thought it was someone from other classes because she was wearing last year's camp tee. then I put on my glasses and found that she was miss goh. I shouted alamak lorh. So shocked. Because I was qiao4 jiao3 -ing. I was talking to junqi before that then she say pose for the sec ones so I put my leg up and put my hands behind my head. Then suddenly ms goh appeared. Then we chatted with her. And we stoned. When she came back again she found us in the same position. And she laughed at us -.- I fell asleep on my sleeping bag and woke up at 2.35 am. Then there's condensation on the sleeping bag so I went into the sleeping bag and fell asleep again. Then I woke up in 5.45am, shook junqi up again. haha went up to wash up and came down for rise and shine. Nan zhong quan again. Remembered a few strokes more. Then breakfast. Then we helped to clear the toilets. And after we finished the 209 people who are supposed to clear it came. In the end we helped them do their work. And they didn't even say thank you lorh. Then it was drama performance. Felt very nervous. It's the first time I perform on stage when I have individual lines. But after I projected my first line all the nervousness fell back. Ahh how I enjoy shouting at the audience. It is relaxing. haha. Yi xuan was very funny haha. When she say the 'I love her with all my heart' part everyone was laughing. Then it was very successful. We only exceeded 20 seconds. It's the best result we had. And all judges loved our play. Oh, mrs toh was one of the judges also and that's also why I am nervous. I was so happy it's so successful. I really enjoyed it. After this was prize presentation. We didn't win anything though. But JOY WON THE BEST LEADER AWARD!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEE! haha (: see? I knew you can do it! :) hehe. JOY and JOY won the awards. such a joyous moment, quotes from Mr Ng. Then we went back to class to do the evaluation. It was so long long long. But I think we should have been more cooperative. INstead of grumbling we should have just continued the thing, and it's not the moniter's fault right? so we shouldn't complain in a way that it seems like it's the monitor's fault. I guess we still have to improve a lot. And we have to behave well in class. Even mrs kuan was angry with us you know. And Mrs Ho! Wanglaoshi! Mr Chow! They are all good teachers lorh. So sad we made them angry. Anyways, after the evaluation then everyone chionged home. That's all about camp!

Okay byebye!

just now's dinner was scary man. There's this indian hitting the other indian's head with a helmet. Then it has this "pok pok pok' sound. And they were heading near us and we ran away with out food xD. found a table that is very far from them and continued eating. The fight is so sudden lorh. They were beside our table. Then suddenly one of them stood up and started banging his helmet at the other person. what kind of world. tsk..

it's hard to stop the tears once you lose the power that controls yourself. I don't know if I am insensitive to my feelings or I don't dare to think of it. I guessed I stretched myself too much and cracks are now revealing. No matter how much water you put the crack is still there. why do I sound like a lump of dried up clay? never mind. I feel like a shen jing bing cause tears will start streaming because of small things. like, thinking about the kindergarten life and realise that is ten years ago. I don't know. that is quite abnormal I guess. Then about the game. why? can't you all give more constructive comments and suggest how to improve the game and not telling us to cancel the game because it is not good, which they think their game is. They said it's more of a mental game and they think they are pieces of the leader and they are not participating in the game. The point of the game is to let them know how everyone must work with the leader are else nothing can be done. Obviously they did not catch the point. I am not sure they will ever catch that. I guess people has their limits when it comes to understanding so I don't blame them. hmm. So I tried to be patient and ask them how can we improve. you know what they said. WTH they said "you can't improve it. it's not even a leadership game. the only thing you can do is to cancel it." fine that's not up to me. And obviously wang laoshi wants us to write down the comments and improve on the game. So how are we going to improve the game? Cancel it. wang laoshi said "No." So? What? I don't know. And I am not going to care about it. Oh and they claim that it's very hot and dizzy because their eyes are covered. You know why? Because Kah mun told them to bring blindfolds to school and I don't know what they are up to. trying to be funny? they used PE shirts and jackets to cover their eyes. If I was one of them I would probably faint or something. I sometimes doubt that if people has common sense. But I know we had to improve of some places. Like giving clearer instructions, be organised ourselves. which is quite impossible. It's so obvious that 210 people of our group are not cooperating. except for one. I realise they scold their friends stupid when they were in other discussions and not with them. Which I think, is no good. I don't care who you are. CCA mates?Hmm. The problem is 205 is not interacting with 210. Serious problem. The whole proposal was written by me and kah mun. The only thing the other class gave was. This tiny piece of paper. The first proposal that was written by them was like. The piece of paper stapled to the proposal. And NOTHING ELSE EXCEPT FOR THE NAMES. So. We squeezed everything out of our brain. And out came this proposal. And this is the result. I don't know. Maybe we are stupid and they(people who gave us those comments?) are much cleverer. Maybe we have different understandings of leadership.( actually I am sure we have. They actually thinks that running around shouting all the way is the need to show leadership. Why? the point is, like what I have mentioned just now. Other people have to cooperate with the leader. Which means you need to believe in the leader and follows the instructions clearly. Whatever. It makes me sad and dissapointed and angry when I think of this. It is just hard to communicate with different people from different backgrounds and different characters. Should I just ignore them? I don't have the energy to deal with them. Maybe I should hide away. Hmm. Good choice. But no, I won't do that. I would probably end up unhappy again but I will face them. Hmm that sounds braver. Anyway.

BLAH. Thank you joyjoy :) Ahh. I shall sleep and not think of these things. There are so many happy things in our lifes and we always dwells on the few sad things. So I shall dream about happy things. And blog about my happy dreams and happy things the next post.

haizzzzz. having math now. And I don't understand a thing he said. just emo-ed just now. :/ feel so shi bai can. Shall elaborate next time. too stressed I think. Need to tell my dad to teach me the graph thing. Okay. it's recess.

Pictures when I was around six xD

New Year!!! DONG DONG QIANG!

Haha hello everyone!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!\

hello again. Yes I am normal enough to talk now :D

HAHA I am back at home now :D So happy! And I took loads of photos haha.

And I found the old pictures of me. haha Saw myself 自拍 when I was six xD. .No wonder I don't fancy that now, I actually find it a bit weird. And I was so skinny (which means normal to you all as my point of view is quite different HAHA) when I was seven and eight. haa and I blew up like a ball like what I am now, isn't too good. Hmm. *feeling guilty for eating so much just now*



Anyways I always find the shampoo at home nicer, the air fresher well everything better. Though, I can't say that the boarding school is not nice, it's quite comfortable actually, QUITE. But I still prefer home, which I believe everyone will think so.

Okay shall spend more time with my family so bye byeeeeee. =D

Ahhhhh. SO much homework D:
math written task
math CDWS AL2
math textbook
LA essay
Geog workbook and workheet
drama journal
december holiday essay
chinese sia
yue du bao gao

Tomorrow we are going to do the functional writing. hmm. Shall continue to focus on the LOAD of homework. :X BLEH BLEH BLEH
BLEHHHHHHHHHH

Weeeee! Hi again. :D Haven't posted for so long. Almost drowned by the sudden wave of project due dates xD haha I knew it was going to come but it feels loads better after all of it haha. Not so stressed xD But the WAVE OF TESTS are coming up. So jia you to myself then. Haha I didn't know I can be so enthu about CME. I wrote this 800+ words speech for CME :D haha 成就感 ehh. Then I was enthu about history assignment just now. Thanks Joy for helping me after me helping her haha. I don't make sense oh wells.

Today was a nice fine day. Dilly wally... haha did class discussion ws during math but I can't even finish what he gave us yesterday. He gave so so so so much homework! Irritating man, quite one. He said we had to practice a lot for the speed and made us do all the boring stuff. Other than that it was quite okay. Just that I am irritated when he kepting wanting us to put up our hands.
Then it's chinese. Wang laoshi marked out the words for next time's ting xie. And there's this word 求神问卜 the last word pronounced as bu. but it's 多音字 so I said it's bo! haha so funny then I laughed and laughed and wang laoshi laughed also. Then others were so blur that I needed to explain then yunge burst out laughing hahahaha. Quite a nice sight. xD
Then I ate during recess because there's lunch prac today. After that was science. Had quiz and learnt about acids today. Then it's Lang Arts. Mr Chow went for some seminar so he didn't come to class today. We need to do this assignment then the passage is about the sufferings of chickens and ducks. haha. :X Like how they force feed the ducks and confine the chickend in their A4 size cages. And the passage said they found burst oesophaguses and stomachs of ducks due to the force-feeding. So sickening blahh.
Then lunch. Went for the 2nds prac. Tian hui took me and chunhui and tabby took amanda and connie. Played Postcards and jalan jalan. Quite okay larh. Then chiong for assembly. I went during first bell lorh. So chiong like siao but in the end I am still considered early. xD haha oh wells. Talked about the school rules and school motto. Then I went all around the school with joyjoy. She went to second floor humanities dept then we went to canteen and we saw mr tan again. He came to talk to us and he asked us why are we always together xD. Sounded so wrong. haha. Then we went to return class key and joy went back to class and took something to print and went back to the humanities dept to hand in the project. Then we went to photocopy the newspaper for LA. And finally I am here. haha That's all for today!! haha byebye ;D