Saturday, May 10, 2008

I am so touched! Mooooooooo :D I realise I have a best friend in Malaysia (= We really should go out together one day. I missed her so much ): Heh. Haha I shall remind myself to reply her email next weekend. I shall rememeber! Okay. Goodbye :D

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

this is only my 80th post, I realised. Hah not in the mood of blogging. Volleyball is fun!
byebyes :D

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Last thursday was horrible. After CIP I rushed back to school for band, expecting to hear happy chattings, looking forward to join the band in discussions about everything. Instead I am greeted with long awkward silence. The art teacher Mrs Teo was inside, presenting the school's view about our appa XII concert and esplanade concert. They told us that we can't have 2 concerts in a year. I didn't get to hear what she say earlier on, but I am seriously annoyed by the way she carries herself. She doesn't respect us, or I would say anyone in the band room. Her insults of our band, that's unbearable. She said that Appa is not our concert, it's the school's concert. Everything insensitive was said. When she tells us this like, 2 weeks before concert, she expect to be calm and everything. She doesn't allow people to cry -.- That's a bit cruel. I have the feeling that she wants us to give up Appassionata and take esplanade. Because the school can boast about it? She don't consider our feelings at all. Not at all. I think she's being too harsh to us. When everyone built up the spirit for concert and prac-ed so hard for it, coming back for lunch pracs everything! And now you tell us this. It's like you prac-ed for nothing. You feel stupid for feeling so much for NOTHING. It's just different. Appa is a tradition passed down from goodness knows how long ago. And Esplanade is not our own concert. You go there and play and go back. That's all. You get to advertise for the school. WOW. You can't call it Appassionata XII. Anyways, the woman has no manners at all. Ms chong wanted to say something and she talked louder. No that was not correct is it? In the end Ms chong just smiled and kept quiet. Ironic you know. A person that teaches us to be polite sets a bad example in front of everyone. When she left Mr Lim sort of calmed us down and she barged in again and just interrupted him. I guess mr lim's a bit pissed too he kept on talking and she kept on talking. But in the end he gave in, courtesy you know. Let's see what other bandees had to say.

It's something Esplanade holds for us, and everyth will be 'Limelight: Nanyang Concert Band' or 'Limelight: Appassionata XII' it's UNDER esplanade, not sth we do by ourself. the logistics and everything is by US, not by them. and in the end it's still Limelight FEATURING nycb. and we don't make the concert tickets, we don't make the booklet, is this not enough to explain why limelight CANNOT replace our dear appa?
mr lim alr said it's like sth we picked up on the floor, whether we take it or not, it's of NO LOSS TO US. we don't lose anything. but if we don't do Appassionata XII it's taking away all the years of tradition and all our hard work. we didn't work so hard for the past weeks for limelight, we worked hard for appa
everything's different please. it's not at the audi, it's not in school, there probably won't be alumni and junior band, there won't be that Appassionata feeling!
YOU CAN'T HAVE BOTH CONCERTS IT WILL AFFECT YOUR STUDIES AND WE WANT THE SEC FOURS TO STEP DOWN AFTER YOUR JAPAN TRIP.she totally underestimates us.
i can't rmb what she said, but by what she said she implied that playing an instru is as simple as blowing a balloon. put in air and sound will come out nicely.
and mschong smirked at her.(haha good for ms chong (: ) and when mschong tried to talk to that woman, she just cut her off, not willing to listen to her. and when that lousy sec one asked if junior band would play, she said 'OF COURSE! MS CHONG YOU WILL ALLOW THAT RIGHT?' it's so much more of a threaten than a question she's so horrible that no one prac-ed after band. she's so horrible that huizhen could say the whole band was very CHICKEN MOVE. ji dong -.-
"Getting to perform in esplanade is a rare opportunity for the band, as this invitation is unlikely to happen to the band in the near future." and she even compared us to chinese dance saying that they've been of high reputation in the past 10years, including the fact that they're performing at esplanade this year too. D: just because we got gold without the freaking HONOURS for syf last year D:

We can't do anything about it now. So I shall wait for the results and accept it the best as I can. I think the comm suffers the most luh they have to deal with her and tell us the bad news themselves. Haha but ms chong was very sweet that day. She said that it's normal for us to get a little emotional but we must control our emotions. Then she said no matter what we choose, she will support us. So sweet right? Anyways, I think, appa or esplanade, it's still concert band. Who cares about that woman. We are us and we are the best.So let's continue to work hard for concert band, for the concert, for the conductors, for ourselves. (: And here we go! Byebyes.

Friday, April 11, 2008

hehe. Here I come, oh wells, again. So yeah.

Yay! So today was quite okay, quite a happy day actually. All okay except for a small part of drama lesson. So shall talk about bad things first. Mr Ng stopped us because we laughed when we said the 'ha-i' part. I think he's right, we can't laugh like that during presentation but at least he should let us finish acting before telling us "Okay enough. Your group don't have to present anymore." It's like, quite insulting. That's correct and laughing is our fault but the reason for him to stop us is because he know another group that is better than us so he decided that all right, you don't have to perform anymore, so get lost. It's not that we didn't try or we are not serious kind of thing. Hmm.

Okay so we shall start at 6.00am. So I am supposed to wake up at 6 today because there's national anthem but I was too sleepy I don't evn remember what time I slept yesterday. Luckily my room mate on her light and so. I woke at 6.07. Then went down to eat. We had roti prata today and the kuah is a little... peanut-y. So after that I went to school at around 645. When I reached there's only joyjoy. HAHA and she thought all batchies reached already. But in the end she said she came to study bio. And I realised our class is quite fast in bio. Because joyjoy's class is still in ecology and hey are having ecology quiz today? When our class already studied sexual reproduction and had a quiz already. haha. Enough of bio and all the reproduction. Back to national anthem. Ahma was late today and her hair was, ehem interesting. She said she woke up at 63o and she stays far away? Anyways. When I was going to set up instru I heard tianhui and cheryl talking about the rain. So I decided not to set up haha. So we went back to class for pledge, which is a stoning time for me, waiting for all the singaporeans to remind themselves about their responsibility. Anyways then it was pccg. It was quite interesting. I felt like I am down for a psycological treatment. We talked about controlling emotions and she told us to close our eyes and think of the most upsetting incident that happened. The class was suprisingly serious and quite. I guess our class can be quite and listen to teachers too. Was quite emo when she told us to think about that, everyone should be. And we talked about rational and irrational thinking. I think when people are emo they tend to be irrational. After that was malay. Teacher didn't come so we went to the library to do self study. Then I wanted to look for mrs toh and I went to her office twice but she's not there. Did I mention that yesterday xinyung and me were doing or homework, or for inyung, reading comics on third floor when Mrs Toh saw us and told us to take down all the notices on third and fourth floor. My index finger hurt and we used one whole hour to tear down all of them. The worst ones are the dreamelody ones. They sticked at least 20 pieces of paper on one wall. It's so irritating to see so many identical posters at once. So when I see a spider I hit it using the dreamelody's paper. HAHA *evil* Anyways back to today. After recess was music. We decided to use the spaghetti poem. After that was chinese and we wrote gong1 han2. Then lunch I smuggled my bag up to the library for geog lesson we talked about weatherings. After that chionged to support our creampuffs. Then it's home ec. We did apple crumble. SOOO NICE! Then it's drama and we used baby powder and water to put on our faces. We took a few retarded pictures with our towel costumes on xD.

Then I chionged for band and had no time to wash my face. I just rubbed most of the powder off. After warm ups and tuning, while waiting for others to be tuned, I asked ms chong if I can go and wash my face, because I CANT STAND THE SMELL OF BABY POWDER WITH SOME UNKNOWN CREAM. The cream or the baby powder itself is okay but two of them together, it's just a disaster. Even after I washed my face and neck and hands I still smell of the powder. Even ahma and amanda can smell it. You can imagine how strong it is. And ms chong was quite funny she asked me what's on my face and said she needed to wash her face also. heh actually I know. I saw her rubbing her eyes and she looked tired. Then when I go out she told me to call in percussion, and yes, I realised she knows my name. Maybe it's because she called me so many times to sit straight ( I just can't help it, I have scoliosis and it hurts to sit straight. But I am not as bd as rachel-the-unpokable!). Joy must try to speak up more eh. Tsk tsk. We played funiculi, hymn. Should be that. Can't remember others. Oh, seventy six trombones. I cannot play this song D: Shall go back for lunch pracs more often to prac 76 tbones and hymn. Hymn is actually a really nice song and since now I can play most of it I appreciate it more and more. Nice song (: During the small break between pracs I was playing with this piece of paper on the white board. I blew it and it flew one-arms-length. I realised it's quite short. Anyways the point is, Mr chong saw me and was giving me that kind of want-to-smile look. So paiseh larh and I started laughing myself and she laughed also. Then they talked about the roomings for japan. Ms Chong was like "Who don't have room mate?" Haha because the last one that has no roomie will sleep with her. Then Rosalind said " Ms Chong you are alone" And we all awh-ed. Then Rosalind said 'shit' and ms chong was like " don't always say the shit word" Then rosalind said faeces. HAHA. It's funny right. Ms Chong said the 4th august esplanade thing is most probably on. I am excited! Ooh. Esplanade you know! And huijuan came back today. Ms Chong said she look chao-da. HAH. Huijuan is nice :D and funny. I remember she always wave hi to me last year. And I still remember her playing the timpani but I don't know which song is it. Heh and after school we met huijuan and valentia downstairs. Huijuan gave me crackers haha so sweet she fed me and joyjoy. But she played with my braces. She was poking it with the cracker -- Then came back boarding school for dinner I want watermelon and not papayas. They love to give papayas.
I DON'T HAVE BAND UNIFORM!!!! DDDD: I want band u D: I wil be so out if I am the only one who don't have band u in clarinets. And we are in the front row so odd one out. And what's the point of buying socks if I don't have band u lorh. haiz.

Okay I shall go already. Byebyes.

Friday, April 04, 2008

I am going to Kallang tennis centre on Monday from 2pm onwards to support the tennis people. It has 2 way transport so don't worry. [: and then 24th april I am going for CIP at Woodlands Primary School. On some day in april I am going for mordern dance concert. So things to do: Apply permission slip for mordern dance concert and band concert. Okay I shall sign off, seriously, it's quite late already. Bye (:
This would be a short post. So I haven't been blogging for ages. Block tests are over, the jap concert's over too. Oh, band sold egg tarts and chewy cream puffs. I had my shift on the past wednesday. It was quite an interesting experience. Me and junqi ran all the way up to 414 to take 3 'kiap kiap' and wash them and ran down to 'deliver' them to cheryl. Oh I remembered something I wanted to say.

Nanyang Concert Band is having a concert on 13th May 2008, 7.30pm at Siew May auditorium. Ticket price- not confirmed.

So about today. Lessons were quite normal so it would make the posts even more boring if I talk about them, since it's already so boring. But I have to mention Drama. Drama is always interesting. We did some theory today and did around 7 pancakes. Vanessa's toe hit the wall while running and I guess it hurt. Then blah blah blah and it's lunch prac. I went for lunch prac at 12.30pm because I was doing the irritating chinese comprehension and couldn't finish on time so I stayed back to finish it. There was very little people in the band room. I guess they were all downstairs supporting the stall. So I stoled ah ma's file to prac. Then it's two sleeping lessons (history and home econs). But history was okay and I managed to listen quite properly. Oh, talking about listening. I wonder if it's my ears' problem or it's Mr chow speaking too soft. I can't hear a thing he said so I asked him to speak louder. And suprisingly Justina who's sitting beside me can hear him. In the end he came near my desk and speak very loudly so I heard the rest. Maybe I should change seats because I think I need new glasses, seriously. Although I can still see but I can't see the detailed things and it's quite irritating. Anyways, that has to wait. So no point saying now. I have to wait until the next dental appointment so I can go back to Malaysia and get my glasses done. Back to topic. After school was band. We played hymn and hymn and only, hymn. But it turned out quite okay since I sorted out the running notes and is able to play them. Except the fact that it still sound quite unstable. So I shall 下定决心 to prac harder. It's 5 weeks to concert! But I haven't got the band uniform D: Shall not talk about depressing topics. And Ms Chong decided not to sit on her usual chair today and took the chair beside me. Because a screw from her chair flew out again. And her stand was quite gila too. The upper part slided out two times when Ms Chong wanted to lift the stand. It's so hilarious. HAHA xD So, after today's band prac I found hymn more interesting. Oh I remembered something. We played Latin Favourites too. I saw Hot Latin in Amanda's file so I asked Ahma if it's that one and ah ma said 'yes'. So it's quite funny. We played very funny things and found out that we had the wrong score after 3 bars --" Thanks to Ahma. And Ms Chong was very interested to find out what we had at first. AHMA PLAYED THE WRONG SCORE TOO. HAHAHA. After band tianhui and cheryl sort of scolded the band. They said we didn't improve much from last band prac and I felt quite depressed. And blah blah. So 为了 band, I decided to work even harder. Hmm. Oh Ms Chong asked us if we are interested in performing in August for Esplanade. Esplanade invited us to play for them in, of course, esplanade. It's on 4th August. If I didn't hear wrongly. I think it would be very nice to perform in ESPLANADE. It's like performing in a very high class place. So, I felt quite excited and I really hope we are going for it. I hope it doesn't clash with our exam period. Even if we have to work very hard in studies and prac hard for band at the same time I think it's worth it. Ahh. I spent one hour already! Okay then I shall go already. Thanks to those who bothered to tag at my tagboard. But I won't be replying so often now since I have SO SO SO MANY SIAs AND OM and don't-know-very-small-assignments. Okay byebyes (:
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Saturday, March 15, 2008

heh. Shall remind myself.

Jap Concert
29th March (saturday)
7.30pm
Esplanade concert hall

So must apply curfew form. Apparently ms sim's rules doesn't apply here. How can you expect me to be back by ...9.30pm? Hmph so shall discuss with Alicia and Jessie first. How? Take taxi I think. I think that's all. Whatevvvvver. I wanted to post pictures. Oh wells, a picture.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

YAY LIFE SKILLS CAMP WAS FUN!!



I love the camp man. It's so nice and fun and I miss it so.



Day one.

Reached school at 6.40am. Late for 10 minutes. Lol junqi said we come at 6.30 to ba4 wei4 so funny. But in the end alicia very slow so delayed. Then jianing very zibei because she brought a big bag. But in the end many people brought big big bags also. Including me. Haha. Then we chiong in once the classroom door opened. So fun lorh. I sleep beside the door. Then it's junqi. Then the other side is chenxi. But the floor quite dirty. Then so many people still eat in class lorh. They don't seem to know why shouldn't we eat in class lorh. I don't want cockroaches lorh. But in the end they didn't appear. But still. haiz. Then we brought our back pack and went to assemble in the quadrangle. Then we set of to labrador park. So fun I sat with junqi then ate sweets. And I 'pulled' wanglaoshi's hair xD haha. The first thing I saw in the park was mas selamat's face everywhere. Oh wells. There's 4 posters in the toilet. Lol so funny. Then Mr lim Kok Boon was our commandant.Hmm He gave announcements and stuff and I think he had a difficult time. Like everyone is not listening. But I am hmm *suddenly so proud of myself tsk*

He said we must be alert at all times. Because of mas selamat hmph. Anyways. We had amazing race. I think trust run was the best. We had so many stations and all the stations are so far apart. Then run till very tired. AND OUR MAP FLEW INTO THE SEA WHEN WE ARE PLAYING TRUST RUN. But in the end we took from one of the stations. They were kind enough to give us theirs. But something quite unpleasant happened to group B. Maybe they shouldn't have let us steal other people's eggs at all. And we should all have the common sense to know what we should do. I hope everyone grew up after this and will know what is right in future. I hope. But since we have to trust each other I believe they will learn. Then junqi became famous. Lol. Her face was red after she applied sunblock the second time maybe her hands were dirty. Then she stone with the teachers haha. eee I want to stone also lorh. Hate running around. Anyways. We had lunch back in school. Was quite nice but didn't manage to enjoy it because I just stuffed everything down. Too hungry :] But the rice was so hard my gastric started groaning. Yuka said the rice feel more like grains. Haha. Quite true. Then it was drama prac. We were given a theme -dragon. And we are supposed to come out with a play and present in on the last day of camp. So. Everyone was shouting and chenxi used the mike. But nobody listened. So in the end everyone shout shout shout. So me junqi and jessie stoned and listened to them shouting. And luckily I didn't need to tie the dragontail. I gave it to yixuan xD who is the dragon prince. Kahmun lent me her red snow white cape because I am the dragon king! And I wore the black suit with the red cape. In the end I looked more like vampire and dracula than a dragon king. But never mind haha it's still fun. I had 3 lines. Angry ones. The scene was

Someone came to whisper whisper.

Then I shout " How dare he! Call in dwyn Ing now!"

Yixuan comes in and says "yes father?"

Me "You fell in love? With a mortal?"

Yixuan "yes. I love her with all my heart. Till death do us part!"

Me "YOU SCANDALOUS LITTLE DRAGON! END THIS RELATIONSHIP AT ONCE!"

Yixuan "NO I WON'T!"

Me " Then she, and all her people, shall die!"

haha I found that I had 4 lines. Yuka was the ugly princess and shannon was the human king. So Funny he tied cushion over her stomach and looked fat. In the end very humorous.



Then it was shower time! Went into the last two cubicles because there's shower heads xD I used 6.09 minutes! Yay. Then it was dinner. I nearly puked when I ate the bean sprouts. In the end I didn't touch the bean sprouts again. *guilty* Then was movie screening and I realised my parents called me twice. So I chiong to tell wanglaoshi and chiong to give the tickets to them but chiong untill half I saw my dad's stomach so I stopped. They were looking at the teachers' photos outside general office. They said they saw mr chow and told him I haven't gave them the tickets. So he asked for my name and class and let them in xD but we had our movie in the hall as it was raining. So stuffy and hot. DRUMLINE is soo soo soo so so so so so so nice. Oops too many of them. But I found that they blast a lot. Only the main character's band had some tone. Because I don't really hear the nice round sound from other bands. So weird, Maybe it's because they were military bands. Anyways, I like the conductor the most. And I don't really like the main character, whatever his name is. After movie was the evaluation. Everyone was so sleepy. After that was batch photo taking! Mdm Ong took for us. After that Rie and Pau chiong down so we took again. After that we went to brush our teeth and slept.



Day 2.

Woke up at 5.40. Then when I opened my eyes I saw junqi's face. Sort of jumped. Then I woke her up. Then we stoned for a while and went to brush teeth. rise and shine was nan zhong quan. I only remember the first 3 zhao1 and the last one. So others just luan4luan4lai2. haha but I remembered some again. Revived my memory. ahaa. then it's breakfast. the packet of milo tasted diluted. Then it was telematch. Fun! not too many stations but was all fun! haha Enjoyed myself. Then lunch. Nice! There's a suprise yougurt party at 3. Before we started our stations I went to wash my glasses and mr chow came to talk to me and junqi. He told us to warn our friends that the floor will be slippery so must be careful. The leadership games went quite smoothly. But before we started they all argued about footwear. In the end we stick to sports shoes. Which is just right for me. I don't like to wear slippers around. Then we went to help mr lim arrange the chairs, 500 ehh. Then got very dusty and sweaty. And mr tiong came to help us. then we went to bathe first because we didn't want to go down for lord of wars. But we asked mr lim first. and he gave us permission to bathe before everyone. Me and junqi went to bathe first. Then when I came out I saw mr tiong on second floor and I shouted hi. Then he said " come and help! We need people to help in the hall" I was like -.- And I said " I comb my hair first can?" Then I pulled junqi down also. And mr tiong told us to arrange the chairs wider and pulled out the unnessesary things. Then I saw rae. Then I went 'Rae! Hello!" With a bright smile. She look so blur haha but I don't blame her. we don't know each other. But she is joy's beloved junior. She brought the drunset into the hall for talent time. Haa. Then me junqi and mr tiong sat down in the 105 line and talked. We laughed about the class tag it looks different from others because we mended it last year *we broke it* xD And we talked about everything. So nice. He's nice to talk to. And we sat on the chairs we arranged. Mr Tiong said he's going to leave soon. So sad right. Aihhyoyo. Then we had dinner. Quite nice also! Then night trail was hot and stuffy but quite fun. But my knees had blueblack. Or should I say the blueblack got worse. Hmm. we crawled under the tables. I wanted to sneeze but I managed to control my sneeze xD hahaha. Then there's this game that made me and yuka so pissed. It's not the game's problem. It's the people playing it. Like what. We wanted to help too. We want them to cross the lines also. And you, have no right to shout and scream at us. What kind of attitude is this. I know you want to control everything. But that's not the right way. You only make people angry. Have you ever seen a real leader screaming before? they have their own way of leading people. And not frown and scream at us when we are trying to HELP and we are NOT fooling around. Why? I can just sit behind and let you all work. We are trying to participate in the game. And you? Chasing us away! I don't think we can bond well if this carries on. I am seriously dissapointed in you. You changed a lot. the 'you' I know is no longer here. the first sms in my phone is the one you sent to me when I had sore eye and wasn't able to attend lsc. Why? you totally sound so different. You changed. A lot. You seemed to enjoy screaming and act cute ( I know that's mean but that's what I feel) and I will get so irritated. You seem to be obssessed in your cca and talks about nothing but your cca. Don't you realised I am not interested in your cca and knew nothing about it? I, once enjoyed talking to you. But now I chose to keep quiet. All I can say is, 我看错人了. Maybe I made a mistake in the start of the year. But you still seem lovable sometimes. I don't know. I hope you will be the old person I know, one day.

Then junqi went to the sick bay because she had gastric pain. Then in the end she is widely known. haha Luckily she came back to sleep with us in the quadrangle. So worried about her lorh. So I wasn't concentrating in the last game I played. haha but junqi turned out pink and healthy in the end. Then I was so -.- worried so much then she's okay. Worried for nothing lorh. Haha we went to the quadrangle at around 10.20pm. Junqi and me walked around then we found that all the teachers were staring at us so we went to the toilet. haha. Then we lie on our sleeping bags and took off our glasses. Then suddenly someone came and called junqi and started talking to junqi. I thought it was someone from other classes because she was wearing last year's camp tee. then I put on my glasses and found that she was miss goh. I shouted alamak lorh. So shocked. Because I was qiao4 jiao3 -ing. I was talking to junqi before that then she say pose for the sec ones so I put my leg up and put my hands behind my head. Then suddenly ms goh appeared. Then we chatted with her. And we stoned. When she came back again she found us in the same position. And she laughed at us -.- I fell asleep on my sleeping bag and woke up at 2.35 am. Then there's condensation on the sleeping bag so I went into the sleeping bag and fell asleep again. Then I woke up in 5.45am, shook junqi up again. haha went up to wash up and came down for rise and shine. Nan zhong quan again. Remembered a few strokes more. Then breakfast. Then we helped to clear the toilets. And after we finished the 209 people who are supposed to clear it came. In the end we helped them do their work. And they didn't even say thank you lorh. Then it was drama performance. Felt very nervous. It's the first time I perform on stage when I have individual lines. But after I projected my first line all the nervousness fell back. Ahh how I enjoy shouting at the audience. It is relaxing. haha. Yi xuan was very funny haha. When she say the 'I love her with all my heart' part everyone was laughing. Then it was very successful. We only exceeded 20 seconds. It's the best result we had. And all judges loved our play. Oh, mrs toh was one of the judges also and that's also why I am nervous. I was so happy it's so successful. I really enjoyed it. After this was prize presentation. We didn't win anything though. But JOY WON THE BEST LEADER AWARD!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEE! haha (: see? I knew you can do it! :) hehe. JOY and JOY won the awards. such a joyous moment, quotes from Mr Ng. Then we went back to class to do the evaluation. It was so long long long. But I think we should have been more cooperative. INstead of grumbling we should have just continued the thing, and it's not the moniter's fault right? so we shouldn't complain in a way that it seems like it's the monitor's fault. I guess we still have to improve a lot. And we have to behave well in class. Even mrs kuan was angry with us you know. And Mrs Ho! Wanglaoshi! Mr Chow! They are all good teachers lorh. So sad we made them angry. Anyways, after the evaluation then everyone chionged home. That's all about camp!

Okay byebye!

Sunday, February 24, 2008

just now's dinner was scary man. There's this indian hitting the other indian's head with a helmet. Then it has this "pok pok pok' sound. And they were heading near us and we ran away with out food xD. found a table that is very far from them and continued eating. The fight is so sudden lorh. They were beside our table. Then suddenly one of them stood up and started banging his helmet at the other person. what kind of world. tsk..

it's hard to stop the tears once you lose the power that controls yourself. I don't know if I am insensitive to my feelings or I don't dare to think of it. I guessed I stretched myself too much and cracks are now revealing. No matter how much water you put the crack is still there. why do I sound like a lump of dried up clay? never mind. I feel like a shen jing bing cause tears will start streaming because of small things. like, thinking about the kindergarten life and realise that is ten years ago. I don't know. that is quite abnormal I guess. Then about the game. why? can't you all give more constructive comments and suggest how to improve the game and not telling us to cancel the game because it is not good, which they think their game is. They said it's more of a mental game and they think they are pieces of the leader and they are not participating in the game. The point of the game is to let them know how everyone must work with the leader are else nothing can be done. Obviously they did not catch the point. I am not sure they will ever catch that. I guess people has their limits when it comes to understanding so I don't blame them. hmm. So I tried to be patient and ask them how can we improve. you know what they said. WTH they said "you can't improve it. it's not even a leadership game. the only thing you can do is to cancel it." fine that's not up to me. And obviously wang laoshi wants us to write down the comments and improve on the game. So how are we going to improve the game? Cancel it. wang laoshi said "No." So? What? I don't know. And I am not going to care about it. Oh and they claim that it's very hot and dizzy because their eyes are covered. You know why? Because Kah mun told them to bring blindfolds to school and I don't know what they are up to. trying to be funny? they used PE shirts and jackets to cover their eyes. If I was one of them I would probably faint or something. I sometimes doubt that if people has common sense. But I know we had to improve of some places. Like giving clearer instructions, be organised ourselves. which is quite impossible. It's so obvious that 210 people of our group are not cooperating. except for one. I realise they scold their friends stupid when they were in other discussions and not with them. Which I think, is no good. I don't care who you are. CCA mates?Hmm. The problem is 205 is not interacting with 210. Serious problem. The whole proposal was written by me and kah mun. The only thing the other class gave was. This tiny piece of paper. The first proposal that was written by them was like. The piece of paper stapled to the proposal. And NOTHING ELSE EXCEPT FOR THE NAMES. So. We squeezed everything out of our brain. And out came this proposal. And this is the result. I don't know. Maybe we are stupid and they(people who gave us those comments?) are much cleverer. Maybe we have different understandings of leadership.( actually I am sure we have. They actually thinks that running around shouting all the way is the need to show leadership. Why? the point is, like what I have mentioned just now. Other people have to cooperate with the leader. Which means you need to believe in the leader and follows the instructions clearly. Whatever. It makes me sad and dissapointed and angry when I think of this. It is just hard to communicate with different people from different backgrounds and different characters. Should I just ignore them? I don't have the energy to deal with them. Maybe I should hide away. Hmm. Good choice. But no, I won't do that. I would probably end up unhappy again but I will face them. Hmm that sounds braver. Anyway.

BLAH. Thank you joyjoy :) Ahh. I shall sleep and not think of these things. There are so many happy things in our lifes and we always dwells on the few sad things. So I shall dream about happy things. And blog about my happy dreams and happy things the next post.

Friday, February 22, 2008

haizzzzz. having math now. And I don't understand a thing he said. just emo-ed just now. :/ feel so shi bai can. Shall elaborate next time. too stressed I think. Need to tell my dad to teach me the graph thing. Okay. it's recess.

Friday, February 08, 2008

Pictures when I was around six xD






New Year!!! DONG DONG QIANG!






Thursday, February 07, 2008

Haha hello everyone!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!\

hello again. Yes I am normal enough to talk now :D

HAHA I am back at home now :D So happy! And I took loads of photos haha.

And I found the old pictures of me. haha Saw myself 自拍 when I was six xD. .No wonder I don't fancy that now, I actually find it a bit weird. And I was so skinny (which means normal to you all as my point of view is quite different HAHA) when I was seven and eight. haa and I blew up like a ball like what I am now, isn't too good. Hmm. *feeling guilty for eating so much just now*



Anyways I always find the shampoo at home nicer, the air fresher well everything better. Though, I can't say that the boarding school is not nice, it's quite comfortable actually, QUITE. But I still prefer home, which I believe everyone will think so.

Okay shall spend more time with my family so bye byeeeeee. =D