Sometimes I can't believe people are able to react like that. And I am really glad that my parents are not like that. Until then, I never thought that she, someone I considered I knew, would do this to her child. Let's call her A. As you know, jb's not really that safe. A and her child(10 years old) went to someone's house. When they were leaving, her child was walking in front. Her child went onto the car and waited for her. Just then this robber came into the driver's seat and started searching for valuables. How would YOU feel if you were the child, I will be terrified, for sure. When the mother saw this, you really can't imagine how on earth did she manage to do that. She ran back to the house and locked the child out with the robber.

I really have nothing to say. Either she thinks that to sacrifice one is better than sacrificing two, or she's just plain dumb. I mean, even if you don't know the child, your first reaction would be to grab the child away from the man. She must have a certain level of determination, to lock her child out when the child was crying and screaming for HER help. Oh, congratulations ma'am, you deserve the 'best mum' award.

Oh well. I guess she's not someone I would trust with my life. And I finally understand what it means by 人不可貌相，海水不可斗量、患难见真情、路遥知马力，日久见人心。佩服啊，佩服。 我甘败下风！还请多多指教。

Haha I just posted my long post I wrote last time. Anyway school's still fine. Would be better if there were less homework. But I guess it's just. Like That. I still have bio AS1.1, Phy AS1.2,1.3, WAS1.1, read Frankenstein extract, math textbook questions, and ion formulas revision. So I really should stop writing here. Although they are not really due on Monday. But still.

Oh no, I still have to read a chinese book called, 'happy ants' by Thursday. Okay I shall go already.

p/s: who's janesy? weird.

Fan!<3 I am so thankful ;D I need to bathe and unpack things! And I got a new dictionary! Woohoo!

Time my life, and you won't finish even after you die. Bottles smell weird, I don't like it.

Hi people, school reopened! Well I guess it wasn't too bad for a start. You know, with new classmates. Oh and new roommates too! They're hilarious haha. So there's national anthem on the first day of school and was quite fun. Then went back to class with bandees. And did the usual things. Like filling in particulars, ect ect. Stoned most of the time in the audi. Talked about OBS (D:) and NYAA.

Ooh it's 11:25 now. Looks like my birthday! :D

Okay, continue. After school went to library with xinyung and peian to sign up for the nyaa library service and did some funny application form. Which I have to judge my own handwriting. Hmm. Weird. Then rushed off for cca and forgot to sign up for the interview slots. Shall go back on monday then. CCA was quite boring. Most of us were gone for the rehersals so the rest just self-prac. Then went back for dinner. Ahh the dinner wasn't too good, but better than the previous vendor! :DD But I hate carrots ._. Never mind. After dinner we went to A block :p Visited our juniors, they're quite nice. Ashley doesn't look like nicloe though. Cute sec ones and felt old over there. Sec twos were the same. Ahh there's this girl, with a name that starts with F(how come this sounds so wrong.) who seriously looks like yeeshin. It's so scary.On thursday night I saw her and I shouted yeeshin and she stopped. Fyi, she's yeeshin's ex-classmate. Haha then she told me she's not yeeshin. I think she's called feimian or something.

And my roomies! One's called lingran, the other one's xiaonan. Xiaonan's birthday was yesterday. So me and lingran sang birthday song in the middle of the night haha but xiaonan was so sleepy so we just went back to sleep.

Saturday was boring. Roommates went to school for some test in the morning. So I woke up at ..9？ Bathed and went to stone at xy's room. For the whole day. Went to eat dinner together with xy and jessie and talked to sec 4s. And felt younger finally. Wait, I need to go alr. Shall continue later.

Haha it turned out that later means two days later? Haha today's tuesday! Second day of week one. Sitting with XY. I guess all my teachers are quite nice and efficient. Which is good. But I am a little afraid of the chem teacher. But somehow I like her. Goodness, I really love Micheal Gold. I think I listened to his songs when I was in kindergarten and I still remember the tune. His voice is super nice :D Anyways, back to school. Math teacher is mrs tan(ms chooi), she's very very nice! Then physics teacher is Mrs Wong, who lives in JB. Chem teacher is Ms Tan, which I mentioned just now. Bio teacher is another Mrs Wong, who is very nice too :DD She was a ny girl and was in band! She played the french horn, thn trumpet. LA teacher is Ms Teng, I think she's okay, haha her games are so funny, and she has funny expressions. Chinese teacher is Li laoshi, who lives in the boarding school, one floor below me. IH is Ms Andriana Wong, I can't remember who, but someone told me she was also a ny girl and was in band too, and plays the clarinet. Hmm. I haven't seen her yet though.

Anyways, today we watched Frankenstein for English lecture. Which is nice. I have a feeling that the old man-what's his name, the owner of the ship I think- has something to do with the evil thing that killed people. It looked so cold over there. And the part where Elizabeth ran into the house and grew up when she reappeared is quite cool. For changing scenes. And my class was half-empty but 130pm because of the cca exibition. <--how is it spelled?Anyways, then I went for cca. And I feel very proud of myself haha because I helped my friends to take their work. Back to topic, so, cca. We had self-prac until most of the people came back from the concert then we had main band outside bandroom! It's very cool, except the fact that it's really hot. After a while we went downstairs to get sec ones to sign up for audition, and 67 people signed up! Then we went back at around 4 for main band again. Haha then ms chong very cute, she told the sec ones to join band first when they asked to cross over the band. I don't really make sense right? Never mind. Shall remind myself to read Frankenstein extract and forum from newspaper. And do chem ws 1 and 2, and study ions. Then I have nyaa library service interview tomorrow recess. And lunch is booked by gaoxinyi. Haha.

How come my computer seem so weird. Some parts just suddenly start blinking. But never mind, I shall save first.

Okay. And I saw the sec ones again. Charlene(Is it?)Melanie, Jityi, yinyi, and shuyun. Did I remember wrongly? Hmm. How come there's five! I thought there's only four when I saw them ._. Oh well. It's 1051pm. And my roommate is weird, she hope that when she sleep she would like her roommates to sleep also. So weird. But I am blogging. And you can tell I am ignoring her. Because I think this habit is weird and should not exist.

Oh and good news. I stopped thinking that I am crazy. Is it a good omen? Maybe I am too crazy to know anymore. But sec three is the reality world! So much different from sec 2. I am enjoying myself, but there's certain level of stress there. Like there's homework on the second day of school, or rather, first day of school. I hope sec 4 won't be worse. Oh no, what about JC and uni?!

Yeah, I think that's all I want to talk about, shall sleep now. I don't want to wake up late tomorrow.

Oh wait, PE was quite fun, and would be more fun if I exercised I little during holidays. Can you imagine, just three rounds around the hall I was already panting.

Hmm good night!

I decided to listen to micheal gold's songs before I sleep, and brought back lots of memories, like how excited I was when I heard the song again, after such a long time. Listening to the Cds with my family ect ect. Which made me think of my home. Oh well, I shall sleep and not come back today.

Back from all the water stuff. To add something.

To vanehssa:

The potential zygote somewhere in malaysia when you were born is turning fourteen in 3 hours and 42 minutes time.

Yours,
Potential zygote down with bear syndrome.

Good morrow sirs and ma'ams. I am spending my last hours at home.

I mean, last four hours as a thirteen year old. Yes. What if I wake up tomorrow and find myself forty instead of fourteen? I mean, I will faint. Corrections, my mum will faint first. I find myself incoherent. What!? Why? Because I am thinking about something that doesn't happen. Oh great, which goes back to the point that i am crazy. Yikes.

Lets play a what-if game.

What if I find myself eating papayas?
OH man. I will cry.

What if I fall down a cliff?
I will pinch myself.

What if I got a zero for something?
I will draw a smiley face inside the stupid number.

What if I have an IQ of 200?
I will make sure I won't find myself eating papayas unconsciously, or fall down a cliff, or get any zeros.

I make sense. Don't I? Okay lets not abuse each others brains and stop playing the stupid game.

What about? What should I post about. Lets experiment with something.

psoitng my chlihodod mermioes?

ooh. Okay I get it. Fine. poof. I finished reading Midnight Sun's draft, oh well. Part of it. Since that's the only part uploading. Very enjoyable and from Edward Cullen's point of view. Very much interesting hmm. Should I go and bathe now?

No, I shall bathe when it's 8.30pm. But I want to watch tv, or, dvd to be exact. Whatever, I shall go and bathe now. BYE hmph.

So it's over. Actually I am happy, although the play wasn't perfect but we enjoyed ourselves, which is the point of the whole thing. And apparently, knowing that our play was quite good ( from people) makes my mood even greater. HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE okay I feel crazy. Maybe I am. But yes, I am a crazy happy girl. Oops am I too old for a girl? And oops again that looks wrong, so wrong.

One more thing to prove me crazy. I had this dream recently: I was walking around, then it sort of revolved into me watching a show, you know, on tv. There's this man (a hk actor I knew, but I can't remember who) wearing a hat, and apparently he commited some oh-so-serious mistake he has to be tortured. Therefore, there's ....snakes in the hat and I saw them crawling out on his face. Then he was standing in this big pot full of poisonous beings, like spiders, poisonous frogs, snakes and so on. AND suddenly the pot appeared in my house, not like it jumped out of the tv, but the scene sort of changed. When I was staring at the pot a frog jumped out, I ran after it, trying to hit it with a BAMBOO POLE which was unsuccessful. And our magical Amanda!(monitor)appeared! And ran towards it, and intended to squash it with her feet. I was horrorred and shouted at her, telling her that the frog is poisonous. Somehow I caught up and tried to see the frog but her feet was blocking my view and when she moved away, the stupid frog turned into 4 small fish. Why four? I don't know. But anyway, I was so happy I danced around it and decided that we should throw it away. Poured them into the sink and washed them down but they kept swimming up to breathe, which was quite creepy because they are growing larger. You want to know more?

Well, I woke up. Hahah! And I dreamt of all these because I was watching this documentary and there's this man who breeds crocodiles and loves them and trains them to attack and perform. And he uses the BAMBOO POLE. See the link. I guess I have great imagination.

And I suddenly remembered some funny things I did when I was young. Like how I stuffed my straw wrapper into my mum's bag although I know we shouldn't. And singing the first and last line af a song because that's all I can remember. And getting smacked by a basketball in the face at my cousin's house when I tried throwing it at the wall. I used to think that it will either stick or drop. And enjoy bathing because I get to use a pole(bamboo?) to poke the switch for the heater, and styling my hair so that it looks like helicopter. Using toothbrush to brush my hand. And many things. Haha many too embarrassing to mention. It's great pity we lost all our video tapes.

Genocide. Looks gross but solves problems. Which is good, when there's no other ways. But... Okay world is never fair.

Which reminds me of Jodi Picoult's My Sister's Keeper. I hate the mum, I understand that she loves Kate. But she's just plain selfish.I bet Anna's right, she didn't even bothered to hug her when she was born, only eyeing the precious umbilical cord and the blood. I was trying to find the page, but couldn't, where she said "But Anna's Kate's donor." Something like that. Which I felt like punching her. It's like nothing but that. At first it's the blood, which was why Anna even existed. Then she starts taking it for granted. Until it's kidney, where she still insist that Anna should donate her kidney. It would go on, may it be a heart she would still hope that anna would donate hers. She didn't even consider how KATE would feel. Like, slowly eating up your sister, literally. And how much more she has to suffer because you want her alive. Ohh. OHHHH. HMPH. I am angry. How she made everyone in her family suffer. Urgh. But, still she's trying to save her daughter, just that she made a mistake from the start. She shouldn't have created Anna, or clone, spare, whatever.I bet she's glad Anna's dead. It's better off. You all should read it, it's nice. I am rereading it, but still feels as much emotions. Great book ain't it. Jodi Picoult should give me advertisment fees though. HA. Jesse is cool though, I like him. Noble, in a way.

Shall go read the book, oh no math eating me. Dies, but alive again to let math eat me. Oh no.

Long time since I posted.

Sometimes I feel childish, for blaming the wrong things although I know they are not to blame. But after thinking about it from another angle, things really clear up and I will find the more optimistic side. I still insist, that something can be very different when it's from a different point of view, only when you see things from many point of views can you fully understand it.

I don't know how to face you. You might think that, by acting like nothing has happened will make us feel better, I don't know about you, but to me, it's like rubbing salt into my wound. The wound deep in my heart, that even I dare not touch it. Everytime I see you smile I feel like crying, when I hear your name I feel empty of it.

Sometimes, I think that real friends aren't for us to vent our emotions, maybe, when you really can't take it, you go to your friend for comfort, but you must know that everytime you've done that, you have caused a certain pressure to your friend. Everytime you are unhappy, she's unhappy too. Therefore I think, when people say 'tell your best friends everything, about how happy/unhappy you are' it only applies to those people with moderate feelings. Not that kind that is forever unsatisfied with the amount of happiness he/she's in. Because, what happens if your best friend is just a normal person with balanced emotions, but with you everyday moping around, he/she would have to bear with a greater amount of sadness/happiness(?!) than they need to. Therefore sometimes I really don't want to show my feelings, because it only hurts my friends. So what for?

I am being long-winded again. But I still want to say that, everytime you feel everything's going wrong, when you don't know how you could ever help yourself, you think, oh there must be something wrong with me. For example, being pessimistic. If you see things from a more positive view, you will find that, oh. Things can be changed and improved afterall.

But, it's easier to say than to do it.

This post is dedicated to 205'08 <3

Hey exams are over! Currently relaxing at home. Jus tread the class blog just now, totally crying when I read this.

Stop getting emo and stuff... 205 is going to separate but our hearts will still remain as one.Since life still has to go on, why not treasure the last few moments we will be having with each other and learn to appreciate each other:D

4:05:00 PM
imagine..coming to school next year and not seeing the same people sleeping.and shannon & co. laughing at the lamest of thingsand drawing weird smileys and boobs on the whiteboard.and rosanne screeching like a parrot.imagine..not seeing sexy amanda or sexy jolene on the whiteboard anymore..imagine..not saying vanessa when teacher asks for AV rep..imagine..not saying 205 when people ask for your classimagine.. (no pikachu electrocuting us next year)

11:12:00 AM
hello 205!i'm like crying as i'm posting this and when i'm supposed to be studying for math and science! but no, i can't take it already and 205 is so much more impt than EOYS! (NO DOUBT)

anyway, have you guys realised counting from today, we only have 20 days left with each other? minusing the weekends, we only have 15 days with each other left.. ): time really flies, we only just got together ):205 is really really so so so special... compared to other classes.i mean, tell me in which other class you can find people like shannon and jolene? funny, perverted yet so warm and kind-hearted! (hey it rhymes TOLD YA IMMA POET)
^^205,we have the studious (everyone)
we have the caring,
we have the weird, (SUMEI)
we have the despo, (TRISH)
we have the flirts,
we have the funny,
we have the perverted, I bet that's me hmph.
we have the nice,
we have the religious,
we have the mean,
we have the paikia,
we have the lame,
we have the retarded,
we have the camwhores,
we have the ego,
we have the quiet,
we have the noisy,
we have the shy,
we have the strict,
we have the ahma,
we have the auntie,
we have the sporty,
we have the weak,
we have the black, (TRISH)
we have the white, (ROSANNE)
we have the yellow, (CHUAN LING)
we have the brown, (KAH MUN)
we have the dancies, (HAHA)
we have the sharp-tongued,
we have the shouties,
we have the whisperies,
we have the voice, (YUKA)I just realised what this means hahahaha.
we have the smart,
but also the very smarts.
we don't have stupids.
(i just realised we don't have the emo or bisexuals or homosexuals! which is good, i guess)

we are all people with absolutely different personalities that led to all the disagreements, but it is also all these that made so many things we did possible.ITS A WALK TO REMEMBER.talentime, amazing race, lsc, 205 cheers, sec1 teachers' day audition (FEI NI MO SHU), youth day funfair (choc fondue), CDN'07, leadership games, dragon drama, youth day fun fair '08, malacca trip, CDN'08, our italian sodas and cheesssssssssy hotdogs, our poking fun at mr tiong, and his weird quotes), class breakfasts,ONE FIVE ONE FIVE ONE FIVE ~ (haha credits saiying)the funky monkey, the rock and roll (forgot the rest!)xu lao shi.......................................

every single person in 205 is very important,even if you like her or not. (i like everyone!)becos without her 205 won't be so special anymore.10 years down the road, will you still remember every single person in 205?10 years down the road, we would be doctors, lawyers, engineers, businesswomen, geographers, historians, mathematicians, scientists, teachers, accountants, bankers, singers (HAHA), dancers, tour guides, pastors, preachers, prostitutes *!!!!*, WE WOULD BE GIRLFRIENDS, MOTHERS, WIVES, HOUSEWIVES, HUANG LIAN POs, DIVORCEES ..........but none of us will have any idea what each of us are.will we still have a chance to meet each other..so everyone,don't run away from class chalet to have quality time with yourself (THE SELF-OBESSED)its our last nights together.

please,its the last memory for 205 together as a class.
because i'm sure even if we organise class gatherings next year, not everyone will turn up.
So if we get the big jobs, And we make the big money
When we look back now,
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Sumei be the doctor?
Can Tricia find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
MY HEART IS BREAKING..
I'M IN LOVE WITH 205.
i don't want to leave 205.

FIVERS' FRIDAY.


I love you, 205. <3
Really hope CDN'08 will turn out to be best of all (: Cherish what we have so that we won't regret. All the sweet memories with 105'07, 205'08 will be in my heart forever. I am sure I can remember every one's names.

1.Chen Xi. Aki the funny complain auntie.
2. Shan Ping. Spongebob! Haha cute smarty that laughs at my fringe.
3. Jie Ying. Blur person that says hah! and her forever loosely tied hair.
4. Evie. Absolutely bimbo and auntie at the same time. has the weird thing used to put pencils.
5. Xinyi! LOL. My ex-deskmate. 中马友好关系。haha retarded yet wise.
6. Vanessa! LOL the Neh! Banana-obsessed. Nice friend that slaps my hand for no reason.
7. Yuka!Hah high voice but seriously nobody minds. Extremely cute. Yells when I pinch her face!
8. Yunge! Smart girl that likes to eat. My long term feasting partner!
9. Jessie Tan. Blur girl always sleep in class.
10. Jessie Tee. My roomiefor2years+classmatefor7years+ccamatefor2years.In a row. Yaaaah!
11. Celeste. My lab partner! Clear mind and knows what to write.
12. Beishi. That's me. I am so great ahhh!(kidding)
13. KahMun!Irritating&funny.Claps people's hair(!!!)very serious when needed to. she whines.
14. Audrey.Used to sit beside my 'front side'. has loads of sweets.
15. Yixuan. Talllll. and shy. Clever in math and science.
16. Lihan. Or esther. My first impression: smooth hair haha and the hidden green rubber band.
17. Marie. My last 205 deskmate. Uses achoo achoo to cover her yawn 0.0 and the evil laughter.
18. Chuan! 小黑! aha. Sometimes her fringe really irritates me argh. walks funnily.
19. Saiying.My last deskmate(another side)all the random stories and thoughts and drawings.
20.Nerice. Ngiam. Extremely kind, but please speak clearly haha. Great talent in presentations.
21.Jolene. Vandalism! Always draw on the board. Oh. Sneezes loudly.
22.Rosanne. Loud. Always call me sebeibei. Aiyo. tsk.
23. Sara. LA rep. Good manners.
24. Sumei. Interesting girl, touched wanglaoshi. Often smiling.
25. Jo Ling. Cute! In love with pineapples. Love jap anime.
26. Lynn. Always laugh at me >:D haha. Nice friend.
27.Amanda. Very kind monitor. Sweet voice. Iack!
28. Xing Ying. Good class-outing coordinator!
29. Joyce. Can sing very sweetly! Very friendly and as sweet as her voice.
30.Tania! Heh laonia! Very sweet! whiny sometimes haha.
31. Justina. Loads of boyfriends heh. Can be very sweet.
32. Tricia. Memorable speech. Importance to marry a rich man. LOL.
33. Julie. Reminds me of the bouncing ball. Reliable person.
34. Jianing. Heh bimbo! no lah. always so shy, but bimbo when she's high.
35. Shannon. Pervert. Pulls people's buttons ah.Outgoing but can be shy.Emotional?in the inside.
36. Junqi! Haha ccamate. Math pro. Very cute and irritating. Remember lsc'08! haha.

That's all. Shall go now bye.

Haha I am amused. From wikipedia:

The teddy bear is a stuffed toy bear. It is an enduring, traditional form of a stuffed animal, often serving the purpose of comforting children. (wow hahahahahaha. Like, awwww give you a bear so please be happy XD)

The name Teddy Bear comes from November 1902 American President Theodore Roosevelt's hunting trip to Mississippi, to which he was invited by Mississippi Governor Andrew H. Longino. There were several other hunters competing, and most of them had already shot something. A suite of Roosevelt's attendants, led by Holt Collier,[1] cornered, clubbed, and tied to a willow tree an American Black Bear after a long exhausting chase with hounds. They called Roosevelt to the site and suggested he shoot it. He refused to shoot the bear himself, deeming this unsportsmanlike,[2] but instructed that the bear be killed to put it out of its misery, and it became the topic of a political cartoon by Clifford Berryman in The Washington Post on November 16, 1902.[3] While the initial cartoon of an adult black bear lassoed by a white handler and a disgusted Roosevelt had symbolic overtones, later issues of that and other Berryman cartoons made the bear smaller and cuter.[4]
A Brooklyn store owner, Morris Michtom, saw the drawing of Roosevelt and the bear cub and was inspired to create a new toy. He created a little stuffed bear cub and put it in his shop window with a sign that read "Teddy's bear." The toys were an immediate success and Michtom founded the Ideal Novelty and Toy Co., which still exists today.[2]
At the same time, in Germany the Steiff firm, unaware of Michtom's bear, produced a stuffed bear from Richard Steiff's designs. They exhibited the toy at the Leipzig Toy Fair in March 1903 and exported 3000 to the United States.[5][2][6]
By 1906 manufacturers other than Michtom and Steiff had joined in and the craze for Teddy Bears was such that ladies carried them everywhere, children were photographed with them, and Roosevelt used one as a mascot in his bid for re-election. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
American educator Seymour Eaton wrote the children's book series The Roosevelt Bears,[7] while composer John Bratton wrote "The Teddy Bear Two Step" music which with Jimmy Kennedy's lyrics became the song "The Teddy Bears' Picnic". (hmm I shall search for the song)

Commercially made, mass-produced teddy bears are predominantly made as toys for children. These bears have safety joints for attaching arms legs and heads. They must have securely fastened eyes that do not pose a choking hazard for small children.(hahahahahahahaa) These "plush" bears must meet a rigid standard of construction in order to be marketed to children in the United States and in the European Union.
There!




Lyrics!
If you go out in the woods today
You're sure of a big surprise.
If you go out in the woods today
You'd better go in disguise.

For every bear that ever there was
Will gather there for certain, because
Today's the day the teddy bears have their picnic
Every teddy bear, that's been good
Is sure of a treat today
There's lots of marvelous things to eat
And wonderful games to play

Beneath the trees, where nobody sees
They'll hide and seek as long as they please
And that's the way the teddy bears have their picnic
If you go out in the woods today,
You'd better not go alone.
It's lovely out in the woods today,
But safer to stay at home.

For every bear that ever there was
Will gather there for certain, because
Today's the day the teddy bears have their picnic

Picnic time for teddy bears,
The little teddy bears are having a lovely time today.
Watch them, catch them unawares,
And see them picnic on their holiday.
See them gaily dance about.
They love to play and shout.
And never have any cares.
At six o'clock their mommies and daddies
Will take them home to bed
Because they're tired little teddy bears.

Picnic time for teddy bears,
The little teddy bears are having a lovely time today.
Watch them, catch them unawares,
And see them picnic on their holiday.
See them gaily dance about.
They love to play and shout.
And never have any cares.
At six o'clock their mommies and daddies
Will take them home to bed
Because they're tired little teddy bears.

Heh. It's heartwarming to talk to old friends. Just pick up where you left and yes, you are on again. We didn't feel any awkwardness when we talk for the first time in these few months. She decided to sing to me a stupid song with all the gibberish. kumukumu thing. And started talking about fish and our lifes and naming random things. Well, I am mentally unstable for the time being, so I don't make sense, though I always made dollars. Just feel real happy after talking to moo. Heh. Okay gotta go bye.


*bitter acid! [bitter gourd juice] :]

Hello! finally back. Haha but I am going off soon. Have the irritating tuition pushed forward to 1230. Heh. And I have loads of homework not done. 2history essays, a couple of geog worksheets, bio revision, chem revision, humans revision. Oh and math papers. Oh yes, I shall post about yesterday.



After school went out with jessie xinyung alicia. When for macs at kap. Then went btp to get something for xy. Haha. Then blah blah and came back around 5. Then on the bus something so amusing happened. I was randomly staring out of the bus window (near nanyang alr) then I saw this car beside our bus had a nygh logo on the car. Then I was thinking, "ehh nanyang one leh, see I know or not, maybe is some teacher." Then I was staring staring then I saw a very very familiar shirt sleeve haha. Then in the end it's ms chong! haha so funny.

Wait I go tuition first byebye.

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okay continue the story. Yep so I was like ._. what on earth. Like that also can see. Then alicia and jessie didn't manage to see her. Alicia was babbling about how ms chong is speeding because she drove faster than a bus haha, a bus stopping soon. Lol. Then huey yee suggested to buy a cake for both xinyung and jessie so alicia xinyi and huey yee went out again. And they bought ice cream cake! Yum yum but they reached back late, around 715pm. Then was rushing down with cups for random ice. haha. For drinks. And you know where I got the ice? haha kope from canteen. Lol then I was calculating the possibility of seeing mr chia downstairs, I guess it was quite high so brought my cd along haha in the end really met him. But I was having my 'coughing craziness' so couldn't talk. Or I will choke and can't inhale for very long. Haha must thank band for expanding my lungs, if not I might have choked myself and died. Haha then it's so hilarious I was pointing pointing. And mr chia was giving me the weird look. back to the cake thing. So we went to borrow a lighter from mr lim and he gave us a rusty one haha can't turn. then in the end we had imaginary fire. We off the room lights and brought the cake in. Jessie was blushing like mad. haha so funny then we sang the very outoftune happy birthday song. then played games haha. truth game. Then they wanted to play poker?( I still cant spell it) haha so played chess with alicia. learnt how to play 黑白棋。heh. then played some math game until 2+ then slept. And the others continued until don't-know-what time. Slept already haha. Okay that's all. Shall go and do homework. Byes!

Today’s passing down. Yes, and Kay Yun’s BM, tabby’s DM. Jiayou! I believe in you’all, that you can lead the band well :)Ah. Mixed feelings don’t feel good. Part of me wants to be happy because new people are leading us, and we will all work together as a band for SYF, and that the comm. this year did a great job. But part of me can’t help but feel sad and lonely as the sec fours are leaving soon. Real soon. It’s, really weird. When you just got to know them, they are going to leave. I think life is just like that, because nothing will be perfect. And people will never be contented about what they already have. I am glad, that at least I knew them and hoped that we will meet somewhere, one day. And that they will still come back to visit us. But the days when we spend time playing beautiful music together, laughing, even crying together, will not come back. Of course, I am quite happy that I cherished them well, and had taken almost everything in greedily. And I will never forget the band days with all of us. When we talked before band starts, running for fall-in-10-seconds, shouting yes ma’am s, setting up instrus, warming up, practices, laugh at ms chong/random jokes, announcements, dismissal, packing up. It may seem all ordinary, but it really takes up a big part in my life, and you will realize how empty you will feel when you suddenly found out, oh there’s no band today, and you don’t know what to do. Since sec one, band was uplifting for me. When I first came to s’pore, life wasn’t easy. really. New environment, new friends, new school, unfamiliar language, and most importantly, lack of support. Since my parents can’t be by me everyday, I have to settle everything myself. At the start of the year, life was miserable as my relationship with my roommates weren’t that close, and arguments were going on. And I was all alone. At that time, I would just start crying when I called my parents. In school, band was the one that made me happy. During lessons, I was stressed, scared to lose out what the teacher had said, and will not catch up with the rest of the classmates. It’s really horrifying, when you were so scared to have to leave the school because you are just too lousy. I totally stunned when I had my first bio lesson. Guess what, I didn’t even know what a cell contains, and of all the terms she said, I only knew photosynthesis. Which was rubbish anyway. Our syllabus was quite different back in m’sia. We only learned very little on biology, but it covered the entire sec one physics syllabus. Chem was okay, because I found out that people didn’t really know about chem. too. Yes, but anyways. So I was busy copying notes, burying myself in books (gave up trying to take notes after term2. I am not the take-notes kind of person, you see, haha.)and frankly, it was no fun. The only time I get to relax myself is during band, when I have my section, my batch to talk to. They really cared for me and talked to me. Although I can’t really play, I enjoyed listening. When I listen to them play, it seemed that they all knew each other in the music. When I played with them I felt that I belonged to it. When I hear them shouting in Jericho, I was really touched I got goose bumps. I always do, yeah that’s a little weird. But yes, from the start, I treated band as a home in the school, in Singapore. Yeah, and when the people that was there from the start is going to leave, it feels like someone from your family is leaving. It really feels awful. But since we know they will always come back, it’s not that bad. Must be optimistic and think on the bright side (which proves that posts that are posted at night are not good, irrational tsk.) And get the band going! Not on me but I shall do my part and try my best to cooperate with the new committee. Let the band spirit go on and on forever! Band cheer! And, obviously, I mean it from the bottom of my heart: I love nycb.





I exist where music is at.
Bei Shi loves nanyang concert band (:

nycb is the love! that's all I can say. Thank you. It's a kind of feeling when words would fail to express. The passion is there so strong, nothing can pull us apart.

I must thank ms chong for her support. she really inspired me to work hard. I am so touched when she said 'no matter what is the decision, I will support all of you.' and to think that she doesn't care about the name of the concert, and she thinks and feels that it's appa. It really kept us going. Thank you ms chong (:

And the section! ahh. I feel legless now, at the thought of the section. Oops. yes. Thank you for the lame jokes and the time we spent together, prac-ing and laughing. You guys really lift up my spirits(YOU RAISE ME UP. ohhwoman the lift joke) And the section includes toes fingers baa and gumdrop too! Awhh all of you are the love!

Batchies! thank you for the time together before and after bandpracs! batch circle! haha with all the random lame topics. You people made my day brighter!

And the people that came to support us! Without all of you, there won't be limelight anymore (:

Oh, side note. You know my friend, when she saw us so bonded and happy on stage, she was so touched she cried. Awwh. And all my friends loved hymn <3>

Happy belated birthday tabby! haha must do your (meow!) xie wen nicely! Happy 15! (:

Happy birthday baa!

/I have nothing to say. If you don't want to talk to me then go away. I don't need explanation.

27 Jul 08, 11:58JOYJOY:): aye no deer it wasnt you kay (: but awwh so sweet<3>
haha okay! <3

27 Jul 08, 10:58Xin Yi: hello色贝贝^ ^哈哈，很长时间没有写了哦~
现在不是写了吗。哈哈。


26 Jul 08, 13:51clarice: HELLO BEISHI! haha taps fingers on your head!
hello! pat pat the hairclip, And I am not like rie lorh.

19 Jul 08, 13:46JOYJOY:): HAHAH, coconut tree fringe! why didnt i think of tht xD
tsk. nono.

18 Jul 08, 12:21qiuluAn: im not shortXP
you are not!!??

14 Jul 08, 17:52yee shin =]: i noe i dumbo
14 Jul 08, 17:52yee shin =]: sorry la..i edit liao dunno how to change>.<
13 Jul 08, 18:06yeeshin=]: link me
13 Jul 08, 12:28yeeshin=]: hello....this is damn xiao...freaking nicole
hello. I am now too lazy to link you. So yes I shall wait till another day.

10 Jul 08, 20:38JUNQi: WEIII! how come ur blog so alive de?! omg! mine is like so dead can. its the heart bside my name
got meh. Oh I found it.

9 Jul 08, 21:44vanvan: BEAR BEARRR! random, but. tie up your fringe and make it look like a coconut tree!
boomboom van!

6 Jul 08, 17:53sherlyn: HELLO BEISHI. HAHA. you are in malaysiaa ( truly asiaa!~) haha XP
LOL. My leg flew away :0

5 Jul 08, 22:08JOYJOY:): hahah idk wht to reply to your tag rply xD hahah
I also don't know what to reply to your tag! :D

right. So I am back! From band fiesta, blocks, and cross country. (and I got back most papers. Feeling quite happy. I studied okay. Oh wells sometimes.)So the coming event would be limelight! oh my itik, that's tomorrow. I am so so so excited. haha esplanade you know. Not everyone can go there, and we are invited by esplanade. Not renting the place.

Limelight wasn't easy. We really sacrificed a lot. After much tears and sleepless nights, we had made a decision. Or that's the school's decision, for it makes the school proud. Anything. Why, we have worked so hard for tomorrow. Because everyone in performing arts longed to perform in esplanade. It was really an honour to be invited to play in there. Since we knew we could not have our annual concert anymore, the whole band worked very very hard for this concert. Including sacrificing every lunch to come for practice, staying back after school on non-cca days, even coming back to school on saturdays. We have decided to work towards our best to prove ourselves a excellent band. These few months' hardwork won't be wasted, I am very sure. We will play our best and enjoy our concert in esplanade.

But I am so afraid I will feel so empty after the concert. The concert kept us busy. After that you'll feel that you lost something. And then it will be passing down.

Let's keep the music going and let everyone feel the nycb spirit! Jiayou bandees! <3 We can do it! Because we are the so bonded as a whole! Eat well(val) and sleep well(val). Be the nice gay!(merry!) tsk poor val.